hahAS! today is me.reuben and jiaxing's outing! hahas!

in the morning...i was suppose to go to the doctor...
but then didn't...
and after reuben knew it..
he was like...
''ARE U SURE U WILL BE OKAYY??''
hahahahahah! yes...i will heeee!
HE almost DIED during the phone conversation! haha!
GOD IS SO GOOD!
alright. met mr reuben yeo at busstop then proceeded to raffles place...
met jiaxing.then my boss...toOk my pay.
then she asked me when i can work.
and i said ''i want to quit''
her faced turned SO Black...
until reuben is so scared.

so the three of us went to a corner.
i really must thank GOd the two brothers were there.
REUBEN cracked he's head so much just to think of a QUIT SPEECH for me.
and JIAXING decided to join the company to save me from troubles...

i feel that i owe them so much.
they were both so good to me hahas!
dun be jealous! THANK GOD FOR IT!
we went to that corner.and started praying.
after everything.
we made our way to Lavender.
buy jiaxing's camp stuffs,my OBS stuffs,and renew reuben's passport...
hahas! He's such a big crap man!

then we went to eat...hahas!

on the mrt...we crapped so much!
i told reuben that i needed a torch.
and He was saying there's a few kind and tellingme which is the best for me.
until....he said... ''u know...u can use a lantern too!''
MY GOSH! i could have fainted at that spot...
but thank God...i'm used to him already...hahas!
we were talking about alot of things...crapping and stuffs...
and wells...reuben named us after TASTES!
so...because i always call him the SUANING MACHINE...
he said...i'm SUAN!
jiaxing is SWEET!
and he is SALTY!
oh my gosh man!

alrIght...and the day ended....and i left my things is mr reuben's bag!
man!!!!!!!i'm gonna miss my bottle! heehee!
it's oKayy...
cause...MY GOD!
IS AN AWESOME GOD HE REIGNS!

yay! it's sucha wonderful day today! =P
it's...THE CROSSBEARERS DATE! hahas!
met at yck mrt station...then...went to orchard...
hahas! it's like sho fUnny...
reuben was the onLy guy...
so he's kinda responsible for our safety and stuff lahh!
nvm...then...we crapped lOrr...

reached taka...then countinued crappIng...went to some shops...
then proceeded to SEOUL GARDEN...
but....WE Were TOO EARLY!=(
so...we went cam whoring...
and all of us acted like models...
the farniest of all is..van and reuben...
hahahahahahah!
come to think of it...
IT"S STUPID!
but fun...
so contradicting right?

alright...
then we spent like 5 hours in seoul garden..
taking turns to walk and eat! hahas!
wells..
apparently...i'm not full at all...cause i was busy cooking..
and giving foOd to vanessa and reuben..hahas!
EILEEN"S JEALOUS! hurhur!
but it's so delicous...
until...mr reuben yeo...
who i think has a small appetite...
was so full until....
he couldn't even talk...
so we decided to go for a walk...
and we spent SO MUCh time in kino...
lOoking for he's dear FOXTROT COMIC!
haha! =P

then...there goes my eyes...
i was talking to mr reubby yeo on the phone...
and he confested....
THAT THE BBQ SMOKE WAS BLOWING MY DIRECTION!
so...there goes my eyes as i say again...
it's all red and swollen..!
to reuben..boy ah...ladies first leh...u have spects already lor...!
ANY WAY....nvm...he's forgiven.!

after that...we went to cineleisure...
to play the arcade! hahas!
the two bananas(jx and reub) played POOL
and jx's the pro...
me and van played daytona!
and i LOST!
cause....my sterling wheel was IN THE WRONG DIRECTION!
alright...i know it's my fault but...IT"S A GAME!
so van came in first lor! she win lAHH! heehee! jk...

then...we played some carom liked game...
and me and van was ALL VIOLENT!
heeehee! played three rounds...
and the guys LOST TO US!
heehee....
who cares...
heheee!

I LOST MY VOICE!
well...hahas...thanks to all the screamings...

goNna get pay tml with reuben and jiaxing...
and thank GOd...
casue i wanted to quit...but dUNno how to tell...
so thank GOd reuben is gonna help me tell the boss!
phew!
=)
keep it cool man!

alrIgHt...i'm kInda b a c k!=P
woke up with a horrible throat today...
but then...never mind lor...went to church!
yes! but then worship...i kINda screwed up...i'm sure of that
cause my voice WASN"T IN PLACE! =(

today during youth fellowship,
God asked me to draw a STAR!
but then i refused.
but...the Holy Spirit just led my hand to draw one...
it's so beautiful...
so shining...He made me hold the star..
and put it right close to my heart.
and said in He's gentle voice...
''ure life is as precious as this ONE star that u drew to me.''
THIs is the LOVE of my GREAT GOD!

finAlly i settled at least my dates with my church mates!!!!=P

monday!---> seoul garden with crossbearers.
tuesday!--->outing to buy stuffs with reuben and jiaxing.
wednesday!--->my personal date with charmaine!hee

see! this so rawk loRR!
exceppt a few which i haven't really went out with yet...=P
hahaS! yayness!
CHURCH CAMP IS COMING!
dun stare at me!
GOD MADE A WAY!
=P

by the way..today is 2e1's chalet! woohoo!
here are just some nice pics....there's like 50 of them..hahas!

hahAS! eating at KFC! got caught on the camera! =P

barney's show...hahaS! i HAVEN"T FINISH POSING!

oops! caught...pillow fight with peiling...hurhur...

jiaxin.pat..me...hahas! during bbq!

awww...how swweet! I LOVE MY T BACK!=)
pretty princesses in God's eyes!
so wells...of course we enjoyed our day!
drenched at times...but...ya...=)
*sniff*SnifFf*

during the barbeque...
we all felt so proud of ourselves...
being able to produce EDIBLE food from the pit
not say we can't..
but...wells...heee
it's just gonna be fuNny...
the 2e1ners just so rawk the place!
so many fuNny things hapPened...
we scared everyone who entered the place
and wells..yahh...every one screamed can?
and my ear is deafen now...
hahaS!
but i really had fUN lahhs...
wished i could stay overnight...booooossss

HEYYS! it's a long time since i blogged! hahas!
*brrrr* it's so so cold out there....
someone...
provide me with some warmth!
hahas!

yesterday..had church...
and wells...ya...met mandy on the bus.
then when we got down...jiaxing was there toO!
so we went to church tog!
hahas!

then...ya...everything passed as normal...
and after church...
we had christian education class...
then...went for saturatioN!
wells..this is the most interesting part of my day!!!
the four of us...(eileen.naughty van.reub and me)
divided into two groups lor..
then ya...that naughty gal ask me go with reub...

so...of course there's advantage!
the guy's definately gonna do more than me! hahas!
so...
here comes the interesting part...
we went pass many houses...saw many things..
and we saw this house on sale..
and he was like ''look at this!''
and i said ''uh-huh?''
wells...apparently u've gotta know..
HE"S TALLER THAN ME!
and so...
the result was that he could see wat's in the place...
and i can't!

and...according to he's description..
it's just like my dream house....
*starts day dreaming*
hahas!
alright...then...we continued...
wat else but to thank God for that wonderful time we all had...
cause...i realised so much...and is like WOW!!!=P

HEYYS! it's a long time since i blogged! hahas!
*brrrr* it's so so cold out there....
someone...
provide me with some warmth!
hahas!

yesterday..had church...
and wells...ya...met mandy on the bus.
then when we got down...jiaxing was there toO!
so we went to church tog!
hahas!

then...ya...everything passed as normal...
and after church...
we had christian education class...
then...went for saturatioN!
wells..this is the most interesting part of my day!!!
the four of us...(eileen.naughty van.reub and me)
divided into two groups lor..
then ya...that naughty gal ask me go with reub...

so...of course there's advantage!
the guy's definately gonna do more than me! hahas!
so...
here comes the interesting part...
we went pass many houses...saw many things..
and we saw this house on sale..
and he was like ''look at this!''
and i said ''uh-huh?''
wells...apparently u've gotta know..
HE"S TALLER THAN ME!
and so...
the result was that he could see wat's in the place...
and i can't!

and...according to he's description..
it's just like my dream house....
*starts day dreaming*
hahas!
alright...then...we continued...
wat else but to thank God for that wonderful time we all had...
cause...i realised so much...and is like WOW!!!=P

i'm so in no mood to blog.
but...ya...
i really have nothing to say.
GOd's just so good...
sometimes i feel very bad...
my brother is like...
ya i know he's naughty...
but i can't control...
i jsut have to scream...

i need to love him...
i'm sorry brother...

i just want to learn to love him.
teach me....
please...
i dun want to be in a family...
who is so broken.
it's broken into two groups.
me and my father.
my bro and my mother.

so tell me...
wat's the pRoblem?
ther'es no love.
there's no God in our midst...
when will they be christians???

but...wells...never mind...
do u know wat AGAPE love is???
YES! it's GOD'S LOVE....
HE LOVE U ALL....
JESUS LOVES U ALL.

i can't wait to go sentosa...
WHO"S GONNA BRING ME THERE????

it's CHURCH TML!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!=))))))))))))
CHURCH MAKES ME HAPPY!
I LOVE CROSSBEARERS!!!!!!

yay!!!!!!

i'm backk!
God's jUst so greatttt!
at first...during work...
i was VERY VERY PISSED with the people...
i faced so many rejections...and today was the worst(at first)
i was so pissed.
I SCREAMed!
yes...i did...
there was this customer...who said ''i'm rushing''
and she's walking so slowly...
then i was like''can u walk faster since ure late??!?!?!"'
hahas....

wells...in the end...i did 30!
yay!
GOd's just so gOod
i've got so many testimonials to share...
*screams*

backk...=)

choir was..
oh my gosh...
the conductor tested one by one...
and when it was my turn..
i FREAKED OUT!
i was the only one...
that she said...
''hold the note for 32 counts!''
OH MY GOODNESS!
u know my tummy really hurts alot...
from all the non stop high notes...

i really have lots to continue training...

i really have so much to thank GOd...=)
i miss my friends.and i just received so many calls and sms from them...
i wanna go out with them...
oh...how i miss them...=_(

2e1ners...all the best for next year...
meet u ppl at the corridoors...=)*smiles*

hahas! in school now waiting for the choir to start
went to cut my hair yesterday...
and i didn't expected a super short tail to come out
hahas!
but i thank God..
cuase when the person was cutting i was like..
''omg....''
but then,...i prayed...
and GOD said that i will be beautiful
yayness!
so here i am with this really short and cute tail!
hahas!
me eileen and tasha's hair are like so rawk kaess?


hahas! jealous?
go to that top image and cut!
the hair dressers are liike soooooo hahas!
nvm...
wait till u experience urself! =)

GOd's just so good lahh
yesterday during quiet time...
i was praying on my bed...
then the Holy Spirit just led me to dance for Him..
while i was dancing...
GOd said that He's watching at a corner..
and that my dance was very pleasent!
thank u Jesus!
then suddenly i just knelt down
and just started thanking God for everything.
Holy tears just came streaming down...

my God...
He's done so much for me...
i just dunno how to express my love to Him...

Jesus...
i love u ...
till the end of the world...=)

i got my results already!
this is my subjects...
eng...chi...bio...chem...pure lit....ss....geog elect...e math.... econs...music

now u get it???
it's BIO!
AND I DUNLIKE IT!
*weeps*
there's no a maths...
and my mother sounded like as if...
it's the end of the world if i dun take it...
i prayed about it already...
and if it's really God's wish...
i'll remain..

the combi has my favourite subjects...
except bio...

had a terrible night of sleep last night..
i was sneezing like babies do...
i was cold.
so..of course...
at first i didn't know the reason...
why i was sneezing.
cause i was far way in a nice dream....
*continues to day dream*
till i went to switch off the air con....
i slept like a lOg...

ahhhhh
sickkkk
can't go choIr...
this iS sO nUtting...
but...at a poInt of view....
it's gOod...

GOd is SO GOOD!
yaynESS!=P
stAyed at hOMe thE wHole day...
cleaned up and stuff...
tired...
but...God gave me countless strength!
and HE really blessed me with lOAds of patIenCE!
i'm very thankful for that!
cause patience is the key to mAke u NOT ANGRY!

hahas! i could have just thrown things at my mother...
i could have just messedd everything up...
but NO! God GAVE ME THE PATIENCE AND LOVE
i completted the house work with PATIENCE AND JOY!

thank u JEsus.
ure certainly so greeaat! =)

mY mother's friend bought famous roasted duck from malaysia...
it's d e l i c i o u s !
just ate ice cream too!
*licks lips*
it tAstes wONderfuL......
hahAS!
i miss ice cream...=)
cHOcolAte fUDge icecream...

boOness...tHEre's CHOIR TML!
=(
crystal hates choir.
but...she'll learn to love....
of my knowledge...
i know of no one who loves choir yet haahas!
it's bORrrriiiinnnngggg....

cutting hAir tml....
i'm in dIlemA...
i lOVe my lOng sIlky hAir now...
goNna cuT shOrt...
so...i'll miss it...
but i want it short..
earsier to wash...
now...do u get that dilema in me???

results tml...
if i get into any bio or history class...
i'm so gonna cry...
cause that is i DUN WANT!
bio is fun.
but i'll fail it.
history...
i can't take those war stuff...
i'm the peaceful Side....
u see...=P

GOd...
i just have one thing to ask now...
i pray and i pray that u will get me into the class i really want...
but no matter wat...
i will still praise u...
for it is your pLan...
thank u Jesus....

just came back from CHURCH!
woohoo! hahaAS!
i dressed up todaY!=)
hAven"t toOK a pIc of my pretty self! =P
i'm pretty in God...ALWAYS AND FOREVER!

todays' service was good!=)
though there are flaws here and there..
but i know God's pleased with our worship...

sermon by rev. lau was great too!
hahS! He's a good speaker...
from our mother church..
a man of faith and actions...

He mentioned three impt things..

PRAY!
UNITY!
ACTION!

a man with faith is a man with action! =)
yeah man!
UNITY in the body of christ!
that's wat we have to be!
and our youth is rather united!
cause GOd is in our midst! =)

after service...we tooK maNy pictures...
hahas! the guys are so crazY...
except the 'bananas' (rEuBeN..and JiAxIng)
they were more like traumatised...
by wat martin the monster boy did! hahas! =)
but it was fuN!
there was this candid shot...
which showed martin doing fUNny things...
and because it was a candid shot...
reuben loOked lIKe as if HE's punching someone! hahas!
tsktsk....
influenced by martin right???
*takes a stick and whacks martin*

hahas! =)
wadeva lahh...
crappINg can???
my jiejie's so pretty!
she's non other than MANDY!
hahAS!
everyone in church is older than me..
i gotta learn to submit and respect!

( i believe my shifu(elim) will be smiling away lOOkINg at the above phrase)

i've got 4 brothers! and...*counting*...
6 sisters! =)
so blessed right???
but...i'm out there....in danger...
stare at me for wat!
i will be buLlied by them! haahs!

reuben...mr confident! (go check out urself)
jiaxing...mr drummer snail...
martin...mr monster boy...
javier...mr hyena....

elim...ms shifu
vanessa...ms crazy....
charmaine...ms demure..
mandy...ms laughter
eilEen...ms screams
yeekei...ms ''oh''


oh yes yes! i found out an interesting thing about my darling keyboard in church!
all hail and thanks to reuben!!!
He told me that there's an instrument named after me! haahs!
wow...interesting right???
the number on the tones is 566!
hahas! thanks banana!
it sounds so good..cause it's CRYSTAL!
yea!

yayNEss! =)
hahAS! today is very sLAckk...
tmL have mEeTing...
company meetINg..
i wOnder wat they're gonNa say...
well..i mean i never attended a conmpany meeting before..
so hahas!
but i really enjoyed woRking wiTh natasha and eIleen!
tasha is so so cute! haahs!

working with hEr is so so fUn! =P

i bought a new yellow hairband!
hahAS! i'm just so in love with those sunshine colours!
they're so bright and lively!
that's who i am! =)

gonNa cut hair sooN already...
i wonder wat kinda hairstyle should i have...
my friends say that i should try a new hairstyle..
since i'm young..
and my hair is rather lOng..
easY to chaNge haIRstyle! heehee..
i shall see first!
perhaps monday i'm goNNa cut with eIlEen and co.

hAd anOther enCounteer wiTh God todaY...
and well...i was at yiochukang mrt...
and i saId ''hi'' to God...
i could feel He's presence so so strong..
and the joy just immed poured on me! =)
it's lIke...WOW!
GOD! ure really just beside me!
and i believe that even now...
He's beside me!

then...i had a conversation with Him...
and it really was a conversation
like as if i was talking on the phone! =)
i thank God for everything!
all the surveys that was filled...
the food available for me to gobble...
and EVERYTHING!

gonna write testimony now!
ALL GLORY BE TO JESUS CHRIST THE KING!

alRIght...
today's production wasn't too good...
still at raffles place...and is like i saw familiar faces...
which done my survey...
but...till i thank God...
was able to hit 20...

the supervisor told me that i had a chance to become team leader...
yUpp..dUNno lahh...
i'll just let God plan everything...
the meeting is on friday...
i think they will say who become team leader....
but i'll just let it be...
it ai'nt that impt...
just higher pay...=)

today morning when i was on the way to raffles mrt
there was this child on the train...
just standing right in front of me...
she's so so so adorable...
i wouldn't mind having such a child..
she isn't rebellious...
she's just tender...
the way she called ''papa''
was so sweet...i just can't describe...
she just made my day so well...=)
thanks little gal! =)

wow!
i made so much today!
got ten dollars of bonus!
hahas! so happy!
enjoyed myself working!
WORK TIME=FUN TIME! hahas!
no link i know...but it applies for me! heehee..
i thank GOD for such a good boss lahh
hahas! =P
and also that she trust me so much....
mustn't disappoint her!

can't wait fr my pay! two weeks later!
that's so so long...
no patience...
i wanna buy stuffs already!
for church camp!
here i come!

hahas!
yesterday....
during quiet time was the farniest...
i asked GOd to touch me in a different way..
instead of the usual one...
that ur palms will feel the heat...
it's my fingers instead! haahs!

i can't wait!

boRing day...
but...er...
met hengyue at suntec...
for no good reason...
i just really hope that she'll get back to GOd...
it's so sad if u aren't sensitive or stuff to the blesSings God have for u!
so...yUpp...nagGing doesn't hElp...
it's whether she's wiLling or not...
i just gotta pray...

met anngee at compass poInt...
it's amazing at hOw we can spend six hours there...
eating and talking...
hahaS! brought ten bucks there
and ALL GONE!
we ate and ate...
curry puffs...ice cream....junk...choco...sweets...bubble tea..
and oh my!
i'm H U N G R Y now!
heLP! hahas!
alriGht then went to life boOKshop to read boOks...

there's so many interesting books
and i must really say that i'm in love with the children books available there...
hahas!amazed!
more like....
DEpRived of childhood!
hahas! alright...
so wells...
bought an orange hairband!
oh my gosh! it's like super nice and cooL!
in love with orange alreadY! =)

yayness! so wells...
not a boring day infact!
i'm in lOVe with woRshipping...
the guitar so rock my fingers!
my voice rocks the heavenly place too! hahas!
just jokiNG!!!!hee!

tml i've gotta get back to woRk...
at raffles place....
ahas! not a bad area though....=)
have to meet little tasha! heeehee! =)

awaiting for that day to arrive...
where i can see u face to face..
without any barriers and blocks.
when will it be?
tell me...

id

God will make a way...
when there seems to be no way...
He works in ways we CANNOT SEE...

yesterday during quiet time...
it was wonderful!
i think God realy led me into a wonderous time of worship!
and of course!
the songs were all so so so appropriate!
i prayed so hard for church camp
cause mummy says i have to pay
EVERYTHING myself!
which is so so so impossible...

then..something just led me to go and loOk at my phOne...
i received a msg from reuben.
which was shocking.
cause i dind't msg Him anythIng!
then i remember that He replied my msg which was sent a week ago!
hahas!
but that's beside the point!

i thought i was dreaming...
in He's msg was like
''i can sponser u $50 for church camp crystal,it isn't a dream''
and i was like OMG!
I was praying so hard for it...
and there He was...
GOd answered my prayers!
He totally did!
i'm so thankful
and i just can't sleep the whole night.

thanks reuben.
JEsus ure so gReat!

God is so so so please with our worship today!
and i'm very very sure of it!

it's just amazing at wat God has to say to u sometimes....
He said that He gave me the gift of voice...
to serve Him...
(the story continues!)

alrgiht...
have been working the past few days
and...ya...
didn't made much la...
my work is so so so commission based...
so i just gotta work hard
but i didn't

actually...today...out of that whole three hours...
i did nothing.
but more of window shopping at ntuc...
lame la i know...
but wells.
at least it gives me freedom!
woohoO!

GOd is so so so good...
I CAN GO CHURCH CAMP!
YES! i can! He made a way! =)

thank u Jesus! =)
ure so so so great!

alright!
just back from my first day of work!
well...i have to say
it's not easy...
it's really comission based...
so wells...i've gained experience...
tml will be a better day! =)

working towards the aim of a team leader
cause there's a basic pay of $400!
wells..yup
but u must be really good...
so...i'll work harder...
my toe really hurts...
so does my back
but i'll persevere! =)

thank u Jesus!

hEyys! backk!
had choir practice today which was totally speechless lahh...
it's so time wasting..
didn't really did anything there!

but wells...
went for job interview today with my friends!
yaynes!!!
OFFICIALLY EMPLOYED!
but...that job...if u really work and stuff...the pay can go up to thousands..
it's surveying and stuff lahh
but...yah...
i need perseverance...=)

thanks for the encouragement reub! =) jiayouu!

alright!
yestedays quiet time was WONDERFUL!
after that i went to sleep...
and i felt the hands of GOd...
sayanging me...
and is like...yahH!
i know it's Him!
i felt it...
it's amazing...
i knew where JEsus was in my room.=)
it's just amazing..
it's God's love! =)

ended up sleeping at one am...
hahas! cause i was still jumping
on my poor bed!
GOd is just so great lahh!

yupp...theres' so much to thank God for
next year have to go china for choir olympics...
stress...
hahas!
God is still first in my life!
and i just felt the hands of God

alright..practically...
i spent the wle day at orchard there...
was walking down the whole stretch or road...
and i wasso super tired...
i saw so many ppl teenagers working
and i can't wait to start work too!
gonna for an interview tml!
i hope i get through it...
shal pray! hahas! =)

wells...yupp...went to ISTANA!
and climb tree! hahas!
no larr..it's some open house...
so i happen to pass by...
then good lor! hahs!

then went plaza singapura...
oh my gosh!
i'm in love with that BLACK SHINY ACOUSTIC GUITAR!
it's so wonderful
the strings are heavenly!
hahas! i'm in love!
i just didn't felt like leaving the place!
hahs! i tuned the guitar and started playing it!
alright....
i'm not a guitar pro
infact i only started playing it a month ago
with the anoiting of GOd!

now...church camp!
my mum almost said yes!
i just needa pray!
i believe GOD WILL MAKE A WAY!
screaMS!

hahas! back again!
yesterday night i went for this AG churches worship thingy
some vocal workshop for worship leaders and back ups....
i wished that person teacing was my choir conductor...
but wells....u know wad made it interesting?
cause there was God in our midst guiding us!
it made things so different

i may have learnt all the things before...
and might have found it boring...
but because there was God.
my willingness to learn waas there!
thank u Jesus!
i've certainly learnt alot!
and i'm gonna use that instrument to praise GOd!
cuase He's given me this wonderful special gift
so i'll use it!

i'm very inspired to be a good singer for God
cause singing is very special
through that...
u can express ur love for God
and while singing u really can be expressive...

so...i'm gonna work towards it!
and praise GOd with my wonderful voice he's given me! =)