there's always a time...where u just dun feel like doing what's up when ure with someone u really treasure...
just yesterday, i went out with my dear mentor...oh...have i not introduce? that's VANessa...yep..met the pretty gurl at city hall mrt...(i love her sunglasses)! then we went Bras Brasah Complex, repaired her guitar base...went to TecMan...and i really love it...
but u just have to know...coincidentally, i saw this notice about hiring students...and so...van and i went to ask. and they straight away gave us interview forms and both of us just went ''huh''

good. that was hilarious enough. so...blar blar...blar....fast forward...to the highlight...
well...we 'dilligently'' proceeded to Raffles City and hey! i've got a choice where to dine! ''Baker'sZin or Coffee Club'' says van....

well...apparently, i took a 2nd look at Baker's Zin...then replied 'Coffee Club''...
hey...i felt great honour,cause my mentor gave me a choice, and so we proceeded....

when we reach...that pretty gurl said ''table for 2''...and i was just giggling behind her...
and hey! THE GUY PULLED THE CHAIR FOR ME>...waitied for me to sit down and push in again....(perhaps cause i was wearing formal)....
here was our order:
1)Muddy mudpie
2)Passion Tea
3)Mango Tango

and well...we chatted ....as usual...our mouths...are golden...and hilarious...i'm sure of that...

blar blar blar...
went on to shop..proceeded to SkinCAre and we put nail polish for each other...fun!
and then....TRAGIC! time to part! oh no! that's what i mean by my first sentence....

went to work...and well...become the team leader..how hilarious....handling cash...and my mind calculator was dead...lol...
Praise GOd for all!

Praise God for the wonderful service...decorated christmas tree in church too!

Jesus, i pray that you would not let me go loose from ur hands, help me get a closer and mre intimate relationship with u, guide me, lead me, change me...

anyway, here's my schedule for the week...sardine!

MONDAY
- meet Mrs Andre, go her condo to help her with her solo seal ballet accompaniement till 6pm
-rush for Singapore Symphony Chorus rehearsal until 10 pm

TUESDAY
-meet Mrs Andre again,morning till 4 plus ....
-meet friend...

WEDNESDAY
-meet my dear mentor until 5 plus..
-go for jobshadowing at 6....till late night..

THURSDAY
-out with yeekei and aileen
-jobshadowing till late night

FRIDAY
-meet aileen at 12
-jobshadowing till late night.

SATURDAY
-jobshadowing from 1 till late night

惟有你,
是我心中的要点.
渴望这每一时,
每一课.]
我软弱的心灵,
就深深藏在你荣耀的手中.
就连我在心情最低垂之中,
你还时时刻刻地照顾这我的需要.
神呀,
我实在要说,
''我爱你''

yesterday,
went to watch STEP UP with my beloved mentor- VAN and junsheng...

here it is...

STEP uP! (MY REVIEW)

such an interesting movie with loads of heights in it!but when it reaches beyond the dance flooor, the movie just fatally stumbles and never regain it's footing.
perhaps it's because it could have included characters which are cliche...
like mention, it's hackneyed , predictable script is a giant step in moving the wrong direction.
rating? 3/5 stars?

today, went to watch ''a good year''
more of my reviews?
here is it...

A GOOD YEAR (My Review)

Setting in France...A simple repast consisting of sometimes strained slapsticky comedy, a sweet romance and a life lesson learned, A good year has the makings of a pleasant, serene romp through grapevines and lovely French vistas. But while being terribly atmospheric, the story itself tends to drag on.
otherwise...it has an interesting cultural mix and sarcasm(very minor)...

ratings? 3.5/5 stars

2 more days...and i'm freed from waking up so early every morning...
well. once again, i'm suffering from severe writer's block. i guess the surroundings...the mundane surroundings...the stressful surroundings ain't getting me anywhere in position to pen down anything at all..

THE paper is blank...except with the tinge of black unspoken ink....

anyways...there's nothing much to be updating about...except for the many events that will be going on in my lif for this holidays...

1) JOBSHADOWING...gosh...work?
2) CHRISTMAS CONCERT...oh no..a solo part...*wobbles leg*

help?too late...it's just my luck....
no! crystal still wants CHOCOLATE!
her beloved BELGIAN DARK!
oOoO....
DARK MINT!....
oOoO....
potato chips...and everything nice!

her stomach is rumbling!

the long awaited weekends are finally here at my sight.
with a week more to go with extended studies, i definately would excitedly long for that very coming day...
but i've gotta say this,
i really really tresure every single day of my hols...doing what i really want.
something that i really really want to enjoy as a pleasure of fact....
so there...
i really did so...
give me more creative juice!

and yes, it feels good to face a table of food...lavish...exuberant...and whatevernots...
=) -double cheers- =)

my only thing that i wanna eat in this hols...(Which i have yet to) is FRENCH CUISINE!

recommandations anyone?

2nd week of extended studies...it's just the 3rd day...
a list of happenings since the 6th nov...

1) went out with Van, Reubs, Jiaxing, Yeekei on monday to city hall area...had fun definately...and i just have gotta confess that it was really a wonderful time to have a nice chat with yeekei while the rest were bowling...i just love it! haha!=)

2)went Hougang mall to meet Jiaxing and Junsheng yesterday...Gelare half price waffles with maple syrup...! yummy! i'm hooked on maple syrup and the wonderful classic colour of BROWN!

and finally today!
after school, met hengyue, and made our way to Compass point..yepp...our meeting are not always the crazy type..sometimes, we chat, and stuff...how grown up it can get....*hmmm*

so what u wan me to comment about?
i've gotta CONFESS... i've been in my own world lately unless some crisis occurs to wake me up to be involve...otherwise...i'm really dazing in my own arena...at some far away places!

oh man! Reverand Lau said to DREAM BIG! not DAY DREAM! hahah!

oh crystal. ure such a lamer!

MONDAY....
i'm back to another week of extended studies. i hope it'll seem better for me...but i do reckon that it would be....anyways...it's been alot of happenings recently...fun, bad, sad, joy, craziness, insanity...and whatevernots...

i miss going out...those really fun times ya know?
it's just purely enjoyable...

but through the course of time, i realise many things...
1)i found myself to be of quietness recently,
to put it in another way, i dun really like to talk that much unless i feel like i've got something i really wanna convey out...

it could be the aftermath of may incidents, facing with callous people.

2)I found that to gain someone's approbation is so tough...
going around with a piqued heart,
it serves me no better...

3)almost imposssible, but it occured to me tat my olfactory is even affected!
wow! interesting...an apathy against life...
i would far much want to eschew from doing detestful matters...

they are just an infinity which surrounds.....

i dun wanna be reclusive!

oh dear, my internet connection went corroding down their way, it's been long since i came online...so it's just a sneak using the school's computer...

anyway...today is friday...it marks the end of the FIRST week of extended studies...
to be frank, it's definately much better than staying in the classroom whole day long. we get to use different venues to study and have our lessons at...and stuff...

bane...
oh God...help me out...my life just seemed so disillusions with all the !##&^#* problems that i'm facing...it's nothing nice...
help me still be good despite all these terrible things....i don't want to tolerate them any long...

CHOIR?sucks... i dun wanna be in SYF >.<
wat's up with the conductor???

_ _ _ _ _ _ -->... trouble maker...

Parents... STRESS...

academic? ****!

tell me... i dun want this DISILLUSIONED life to go on any longer...!!!!!!!!11