Second day of school...
but...i'm gonna blog about the ridiculous yesterday!
well...would anyone ever believe? (perhaps only i can't)
most teachers didn't exactly come yesterday and there was only three lessons going on...
it wasn't as what i expected...super slack ( first time in history for this year)
how lame...ridiculous...didn't i warn u?

who leads a monotonous life?
sometimes i guess...being a student is just all about killing time?
alright soemthing i'm gonna touch on is rather controversial...
infact it has been in my mind for quite some time
imagine..if the world's technology didn't improved...
and everyone just lived like those good old relaxed days...
wouldn't things be just different and we wouldn't need to study and stuff...
you see....
it's just all these things that make our lives busy and hectic...

ain't singapore known for te good old reputation of containing ppl who are so stressed up in lives
till they make underachievers feel so cold in the society?
but no onen seems in concern...
SELF CENTERED...
is the the word to use?

....................................................ARGUE WITH URSELF!................................................................

it's SUNDAY! the last Sunday before school reopens!
and AMAZIngLY! HE , My GOD has filled me with so much joy!

yes...service was good too!
lunch was better!
didn't eat the whole day yesterday and today...i wanted to give up eating...
but thank GOd for VANESSSA! yay! cause she took some food for me!
and i just attempted it! having to find that the potato was so soft!
so thank God!

then had youth fellowship..
after that!
YAY! went to meet quanlong at orchard with the rest of the church youths!
was really happy seeing hiM! long time no see!

and YAY! thank God for another thing!
that I FINALLY LAUGHED REAL LAUGHTER after 2 months!

WOOHOO!
GREAT IS THE LORD AND GOD ALMIGHTY!

school is starting tml!
and... yes...new challenges...but God is always there! HE LOVES !

GOD LOVES..dun't u know???

it wasn't too long before i had to tolerate such things...
had dental appointment yesterday...
and put the elastics...
at first...it wasn't so pain...counting on the fact that i could still eat carrot cake???

but today....it was ! @ # $ % terrible!!
so pain...till my tears just couldn't resist....
in sucha bad mood so i'm gonna say SORRY...
i wonder wat would be the outcome of me after this 6 weeks of elastics..
that's how long the pain would last cause i still have to change it often...

i gotta pray!
NO WAY I"M GONNA THROW TANTRUM!
NO WAY!

TOLERANCE
TOLERATE!
TOLERATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's almost another week that has passed...
THURSDAY is today....
3 more days...and i'm gonna scream for sadness....
school's gonna reopen...
so many things undone..
yet so little time...

bleah on me...
i dun go poetic...
cause i'm not one...
i'm straight to the point?
sometimes not...
but dun ever try getting on my nerves...

PRAY PRAY PRAY!
dental appointment tml...
I"M GONNA KICK THE DENTIST!
cause she's doing something to me= cannot bite!
! @ # $ % ^ & * ^ to the dentist!

today...is...SABATH! yay! it's another wonderful SUNDAY!

praise God for all that has happened!
i've learnt so much from God...
so much that HE(my God) has spoken to me...
and i just wanna thank Him...

so now...i wanna learn to transfer the unfailing,unconditional LOVE,
to u all homosapiens there..
so in short, it's actually LOVING ppl too=)

if there was one thing in life that i'm asked for,
God is sufficient...
for in HIM alone,
will i glorify,
will i seek the real purpose of this delicate life....

am i like too worked out with stress or something?
i had a horrilbe NIGHTMARE about O LEVELS last night...
i'm so scared now...
i dun wanna take the O's....i know i'm not gonna do well one...
wat if...
wat if i can't make my mum satisfied with the O level result like PSLE?
wat if i can't enter the a good JC?
wat if i enter poly?
wat would my life be of me?

wat if...wat if...

gosh...
dunno wat's up la...having horrible headaches...and some stupid hyperventilation...
not a good sign i have to say..
but I"M REFUSING the thought of doing anything to it...

if i could leave earlier....
and be up in heaven.....
things perhaps might be better yea?

okay..before i start....TAG REPLIES(though i replied but not so clear)

to BOY: HEY! dun so chicken can? reveal urself la! never seen such a chicky boy like u! goSH!
to JUNSHENG:hee....u got van to celebrate ur bdae mahH! hahhas!
to JERUSHA: Im so gonna see the guy u like!
to WUNYEN: HEY craab! yes! I LOVE DUCK WINGS and i'm going there again! =)

went out with TASHA! today!
met at yck mrt...and i was just thinking from that time onwards...
cause she say there's like a belated birthday surprise for me...and i wonder wat...so...
slowly it was revealed...
1st revealed -->got off at city hall
2nd revealed-->headed towards esplanade
3rd revealed-->roof top garden!

saw two couples..so we found ourselves a place...so that we wouldn't spoil their date...after we sat down,
tasha waited for the tourists from japan to take their leave..
she said cause it's a rather silly surprise...
but...I WAS SURPRISED inddeed!
SHE GOT ME A CAKE!
oh gosh!
that was like SO SWEET TASHA! <3 ya loads!!!

went off to milenium walk...and went to CANDY EMPIRE!
yes! i did went crazy there!
CANDIES AND CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHH!

went off to town....dinner...at macs...
then we continued walking!
and blar blar...till we're so drained..
and now i'm home

FLU...HEADACHE! rahhhhh

YAYS!!! had my date with MS CHARMAINE LIM yesterday!
went to watch SHE"S THE MAN!
and i really like that show! it's ROMANCE COMEDY!
and ms char likes it too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*claps+drum rolls*

alright....i'm asked to do this from EILEEN BOEY"S blOG!
soo....i shall obeY! (so guai right)

INSTRUCTIONS: state 8 diff points of your ideal lover,Mention gender,tag eight others to do it.

GENDER of ideal lover : Male(duhh!)

*1:loves GOd passionately(willing to serve)
*2:sense of security(nice shoulders!)
*3:regards love without having a materialistic thinking.TRUE LOVE
*4:first impression attracted by me(dat's impt u noe.)
*5:caring in nature(hospitable...does not despise others...)
*6:preferably not too low a voice..(tenor)
*7:responsible,loyal,punctual..blar blar(i'm sure the guy wld..my taste not that bad la)
*8:has a career!

8ppl i wanna them do:
-tasha
-jerusha
-alina
-zhi jun
-jiaxing
-weihan
-elim
-theorell

TML"S MY DATE WITH TASHA!

alright apparently i'm back from kota tinggi...
yes....nothing to say about there..
but the boat ride at late night was FANTASTIC...
i bet van....(the other nature lover) would love it as much as i do tOO!
well...yes came back but sick...
haven't u realise that SICK has been haunting me? hahas!

alrights...
hai...busy morning i had..while i'm still in my dreams,
and because i'm such a light sleeper....i heard my phone ring at 8 plus in the morning!
oh purlease! which day will i get my full sleep?
i doubt so...perhaps the day i go heaven would be it

so busy....busy busy...
projects all not done and i just knew that i was suppose to lead the project(S)
see! it's with the (S) means MORE THAN ONE...
good! now ure not blur!
argh! well..
I MUST LEARN TO RELAX!
*breathe in breathe out*

tonight or rather later...
will be meeting charmaine to watch movie..
first time going out with her and i'm sure it'll be kinda fun yea! =)

tml is my date with elim....
wednesday is with TASHA...
thurs van is coming back
friday i dunno if she going out...


my life revoles around meettings,schedules and deadline...

but i'll always remember..
GOD CAME TO GIVE LIFE, NOT SCHEDULES!

sometimes...i have to admit...
i really get really really amazed at what 0ut MIGHTY GOD can do....
didn't i said i was runnig a high fever of like 38.5degrees?
and by yesterday midnight...it was amazingly down to like 37.8 degrees....

and this morning...i woke up feeling UNUSUALLY good!
usually i would be having a good headache...and many nauseatic feelings..
but today i didn't!

this is a GOOD BIG! testimony to share about my Lord Jesus Christ...
yes...my friends were shock!
and today while talking over the phone with van she was like
'' hey! u sound ok wat...''
YES I DID!
no lies! 100% guarantee true crystal's voice!

hahas! that's MY LORD, MY PRECIOUS FATHER!
=)

yepp...went to play bowling today...
not bad la...improving quite abit..
learning to have more style?
hahas!
yes! dun STARE! bowling have style one oK...
dun play pray...
DAYTONA!
yes! i'm almost stuck to it too! can't help it...
but once u know how to play well (CREDITS: VANESSA YEO!),
u feel so good! =))))))

FEVER>.<

can u believe it? it's the HOLS?
andi'm not even doing anything
feel so ultra ridiculous...
useless perhaps...
i know......
but then...
why do u think i'm feeling so useless huh?
not even some very excellent student...
or something...
like that already then get fever...

i think i'm just useless..
hais....

Sunday just passed, it was yesterday...it seemed very eventful to me in good and bad ways...i'm not gonna mention the bad...cause i dun wan to recall of it...
but yep...i shant say the good either...and just talk about today!

woke up....went to school for chemistry..almost half the class not present...then....after that went to ANG MO KIO LIBRARY...yepp...sat ther...lOoked out of the window...and..i was just thanking God for His wonderful creation...went home...and ...i just felt so chaotic...becasue of some ppl and stuff....helpless i was...and i just stayed in my room and yupp...

then....
i thought that sleeping could make me forget of everything...
and as i was abt to do so...VaN calLEd.....=)

so.....
we went out...
and i thank God that she actually asked me out...
realy really can't stop thanking God for that...
otherwise...i really dunno what would be out of me...

i must say that this gal has been and is a blessing to me...
each time when i just needed some encouragement,
she would be just there without fail...

yupp...so..while waiting for time to pass before i could meet her,
i went to amk library...
i sat there...for awhile...
and suddenly this still voice came speaking to me...
it was God...
as He was speaking,
tears just came rolling down...
it was HE"S healing in process...
there's just alot to say about this but i'll just stop here...

GOD"S WORKS ARE NEVER ENDING.....=)

THAT"S ELMO"S WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!

okOk....that sounded abit high....
well....dun blameme if ure gonna read some really crappy post today
cause it's FIRST OF JUNE and i'm really bored out at home...
u see...cause the ceiling isn't high enough...
and supply of food at home isn't enough too...
so...HERE I GO AGAIN...TALKING bout the SKY!!!!!!!

oh yes!
and did i notmention that the sky yesterday was SO CLEAR AND BEAUTIFUL?
it's just TOO GORGEOUS foranything man!
cause.,..
when MISS VANESSA YEO(apparently a faithful sky reporter)
msg me....and when i looked up...(now....start imagining)
i was so DROWNED...under the romance of the moonlight...holding my phone...
starring up...
and all i said was...''God, your creation is ever so beautiful.....''
it really is...the cresent hanging in the midst of the clear, dark blue sky...
was ever so sharp and precise....(now...do u getthe picture???)

awww....and there i was...drunk in the love and the midst of GOd's PERFECT creation!

yea!