Monday, October 31, 2005

i'm freed!
JEsus! i'm freed!
i'm freed!
thank u JEsus!
ure so wonderfuL!
u took my troubles and worries away
JEsus ure the best
i just wanna praise u all my life
u brought me right to the right path

ure the only one GOd.
u love us
u sayang us!
thank u JEsus!
ur love abounds in our midst
how much can i say???

this morning.
i'm changed
i'm back to normal
cause Jesus made it possible
i'm back cause of wat God did in me
He changed me
i grew.

challenges and test
are wat changes us
right????

thank u Jesus.
thank u van
thank u elim
thank u....
=)

[1 corinthians 13:4-8]''love is patient , love is kind,
it does not envy it does not boast . it is not proud.it is not rude
it is not self seeking,
it is not easily angered. it keeps no record of wrongs.
love does not delight. in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
it always protects always trusts always hopes. always persevers.''

Sunday, October 30, 2005

hEys....
hmmm..yupp...sunday!
yayness.

well...my day didn't started well...
but. i still thank God.
He really spoke so much to me today
through songs...sermon...and prayers...
thank u Jesus.

wells...yupp... yahh....
i was practically freaking out everyday
fearing that i would enter a bio and history class.
cause i really hate it alot.
but...yesterday....
on my way home from bugis...
i was on the bus.
feeling not drived...
and i heard this very very still voice of God telling me
''do not worry my daughter....''
yupp....
i was on the bus. and God spoke to me!!!
i feel so honoured...
i felt comforted...
thank u Jesus...

today's sermon was about submitting to ur leaders.
and yupp...
it just struck me so much
casue for a very very long time.
i've been trying to submit to my mother
whose temper is like weather.
i still wanna thank God that He gave me patience.
and this word PERSEVERENCE spoke to me during sermon.
yes! persevere.!
in hebrews it says.the call to persevere...
and GOd spoke that verse to my church mate.
and now it's me.

yupp...perhaps we have not been very patient or stuff
but God is still moulding us in to a better person!
right???
i can't wait to experience Him! =)

Saturday, October 29, 2005

screams! i'm missing my class!
tsktsk...yaya ah...this holidays u shall scrub ur mind clean!!! hahas!

anyways....yupp....
i'm just utterly worried for my combi
cause i heard from my church mate that pure physics is diff to score
and is like that was my choice can???
so I"M SO LIKE FREAKING DEAD NOW!!!!
can????
alright...if can't then i can't be bothered....

future is ruined lahh! wat else can i say!
cause i think the whole things freakingly is freak.
wadeva

someone please bring me to sentosa can???
i just wanna go there and have my time
cause i need my time before it runs out and it's freaking

yahh.
sorry this post is so freaking
and one word can describe how i feel now
which is freaking!
never mind...
i just wanna go out!
can????
*screams*

tml is sunday!
er....
yahh....
wat u want me to say?
nothing...so ya...
enjoy everything guys and gals....

Thursday, October 27, 2005

second last day of sch...
sorry ppl.it's been a few days since i blogged...
was actually busy going out with friends....
cause i wanna treasure those last days that i'm gonna have with them
as a class....
went to bugis yesterday...
bought myself some things..
i'm satisfied.
i was rather down actually...
but....yuPp...
then...at night went compass point with vanessa...

the idea of buying two similar shirts kinda failed
casue we were lack of time...
boos...actually we kinda found it...
i's some hallowene thingy which says
''little devil''
and somehow both of us found that it was a little wrong ....
deviL???
we're like angels of GOd aahsh!

dun worry van...
heehee...shopping soon!
gonna be super patient....
my seniors are all in the midst of the exams...
=)
all the best....

hMM.......wells...went parkway today.
feel so touched by how i really keep realising
how much i have disappointed my friends who actually love me.
but...i didn't realised it
and it's been a year...
haish...
thank u ppl...
u all rawk my life!
the tooterians...the sls society...
i love u all! =)))

take care...
hopefully we would be in the same class!
*screams*
i want my chem physics economics geog !!

Monday, October 24, 2005

it's been a long time since i blogged. ...
yup...didn't had time to use the com!
i really enjoyed my time with my church mates!
AHHHHHHHH
they RAWK MY WORLD!

why would u even think i love them so much???
cause...i feel that if there's no GOd in our friendship...
we wouldn't love eaach other.
and it wouldn't last!
that's why....u see...???

i have so much to say tothis dear blogg!
God is just so so so great!
wat else can i say ?
i'm speechles about it!

I LOVE The way he plans my day!
it's just pefect!
ever since the day i commited my whole day to God everyday.
He's been really planning it well.
such that i have time for friends.myself.and rest! and HIM!

ahhhhhh
Praise the Lord! almighty!!!!

hahas! =))))
my God.
is GREAT! =))))

that smile of urs.
really made my day.
even though i was down.
just that smile.
so sweet and humble...
i just can't resist.
wat can i say?
ure just so adorable....
i love u...

Thursday, October 20, 2005

hMM...
back from school! hahas!
left school at five...
cause...we were playing for so long..
hahas! different versions of the game concentration
and cherates! hahas!
imagine...hahas!

and it was like. all i was thinking at that time was FOOD!
and every action they make i think of food..
like someone was doing something.
and i was like ''realated to food???''
then the laughter came bursting out!
so maluating loR...

and cause i wanted shepard's pie so badly...
and i couldn't get it...
and is like when another gal did an action...
i was like.shepard's pie???
hahas!!!!
CRYSTAL! tsktsktsk...

the only way to my heart(according to my friends.)
is my stomach! hahas!!!!

the best time i ever had with my classmates!
getting in love with mua class! haahs!=)
is like super farnie larr....
making fun of each other...doing wierd things..
and omg....the concentration was super maluing...
they made me take this action which is like
openin ur clothes from the middle....
ahhhhh
hahas!.dirty minded huh yaya...hahas!

i love the tooterians the best!
i feel so great being with them!
thanks tooterians...


oh yes. btw...this gal...nick is called yaya.
a very farnie gal in class...
one joker! but i admire her though! hahas! =)))

thank GOd for friends.
thank God for this wonderful class! =)
i finally found that joy in going schooL!

and is like once u find joy. u really will realise...
that ur friends actually love u so much...
I LOVE U ALL TOO!!!!=)))

hURhur...also had some really nice talk with this group of friends in class.
and is like...we got to know each other better and stuff..
i love u ppl...
take caree

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

hey elisha! dun mind leaving ur email or stuff! =)) thank God ...

alright. yesteryday...elim came to my house...
instead of praying...we were led to dance for God.
it was soo soo soo amazing athow we could dance. and is like
the dances displayed each others character instead of our own...
there were different dances that GOd taught me.
the dance of JOY.
dance of PEACE
dance of ADORATION
dance of PRAISE
dance of HEALING

ain't that greatt???
it was definately spirit ledd...=))
dancing for GOd is just so great u know?
and today. i had instant healing while dancing.

i stepped on a piece of glass while dancing
and blood came out dripping in big lots.
and i asked God for healing.
it was very very pain.
but...after awhile...
i checked...
the wound was CLOSED!
that's how powerful my GOd is!
HE heals!!!

after that we settled down. and i was playing the guitar.
while i was playing,
elim asked me.''who taught u the guitar?'
and after that i remembered.
it was God.
cause there was this day where i asked a guy to teach me.
but he refused.
and when i came back..
while i was praying.
God led me to the guitar.
i started playing on it!
it was AMAZING!

i didn't have any guitar basics AT ALL.
GOD taught me the guitar! =)))
ain't that wondeful???

GIVE THE LORD A BIG HAND THEN!!!

can't wait for tml....
christian felowship in sch! =)))

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hahas no sch today! hmmm...wells...
having some question and answer with my shifu...
and this is 1/4 of our convo!
*hints* it gives u clue on wat i like!!!!

crystal:guess my fav drink...
shifu:ribeaaaaaannaaaaa
crystal:nah...
shifu:uhoh nervous i dunno
crystal:guesssss (i dun think it's very ovious cause i never say before)
shifu:oh er gimme a CLUE!
crystal:it's a general kind of drink ..got many flavours coffee shop SURE have one the song i always sing have that word!
shifu:got MANY FLAVOURS? gosh
crystal:nah....
shifu:uhoh another clue!
crystal:start with T
shifu: second letter required
crystal:E
shifu:TEA!
crystal:so now u know wat ur tudi likes.hmm let me see...u know my fav choco(DARK CHOCOLATE)....fruit(MANGO)..drink(TEA) WAT"S MY FAV FOOD
shifu: ba chor mee
crystal:shakes head
crystal:alright. give u another thing. wat type of food i like (eg western...korean or blar blar)
shifu: OH WESTERN
crystal:that's not exactly on my first list...
shifu: chinese
crystal: nah..that's third on my list..give up???
shifu: YES!
crystal alRight...it's...(ure gonna kick urself when u knows it)
shifu: oKay.
crystal: it's U!
shifu: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
crystal: haha
shifu: u can give me a kiss later but u can't eat me!
(then it continues!) hurhur....she went off to study liao!

alRight so in summery....my favourite....
food-MY SHIFU!!!!!
choco-DARKCHOCO
fruits-MANGO
drinks-TEA!
HEY! AINT THAT A BIG HINT HUH???
GET UR BUDD OUT AND GO BUY!!!!
be sure to get these for me!!!!

Monday, October 17, 2005

monday. firstly. i really wanna thank God for reuben.
cause he's really brought so much joy into my life
yesterday, i was down.
and when he came online. i think he realised that in church.
and he really cheered me up when i was talking to him.
we encouraged each other through diff things.
and i really found so much humour in him.
and he was saying like ''everyone was wondering where the happy squeaky voice went.. haha ''

hurhur. so funny ah?
thanks alot reubb...jiayouu!

alright. today. i was really happy in school...
God prompted me to ask my friend if she wants to accept christ
and i've been praying for her.
and is like the minute i asked her
she say yes!
i was so happy.
i called van(thinking she's at home)
to ask for the sinner's prayer.
and i realised she's in sch....oops...
sorry.....
then i sms char ..hahas.

i was very very happy.
and i started telling her so much things.
and she asked me things like ''can tell me some testimonies?''
and i was like ''OF COURSE!''
i was so happy
i startd telling her alot alot of testimonials.=)

then got back eng paper.
oK la. pass lor. but i still thank God for it

then my friend came to my house.
i started using the book i used to use to teach her.
i asked God for wisdom
and He really did gave me.
the explainations went so smoothly
i felt that it was my BEST time teaching someone.
taught her a few songs.
and they were so related to wat God wants to tell her
=)
ain't God great???
GIVE HIM A BIG HAND THEN!
wat are u waiting for???
=)

Sunday, October 16, 2005

it's sunday. usually i spend the whole day in church.
but today. i can't
when i woke up. i realised my mum was at home
i knew that it's gonna repeat itself again.
i feared the times when my mother is home.
it's always screams that enter my ear.
she ruined my mood for the whole day...
i was just telling God so many things during sermon.

i told God.
that my wish for today.
is to be free of at least 30% of housework
and that i need not cook...
cause i wanna spend sometime in my room
since my mum is at home.

went to church.
i tried to cheer myself up.
but i just can't seem to.

during sermon.
i was questioning myself...
''is it so diff to live?''
''why can't i just be born a bird?''
''why is my family like that?''
''GOd. why can't u just rapture me now?''
''why can't i just be born into a happy family??''
there's so many questions going through me...

i just felt like anything in the world can defeat me.
i held my tears back.
i tried my best.

THank u vAnn...
for trying to cheer me up...
sorry.

as i'm listening to my blog song...
i found so much meaning in it.

GOd.
come and make my heart ur home.
GOD...
I NEED U.
I NEED U.
I CAN"T STAND ON MY OWN!
GOD!!!!

i dun enjoy being at home.
i seriously dun.
I WANNA BE A BIRD AND FLY TO PLACES WHERE JOY CAN BE FOUND!
can anyone turn me into a bird???

GOd....
only u knows my situation best.
take me out of this sorrow.
u can rapture me now if u want.
i want the joy and peace back.
GOD!!!
I NEED U...

Saturday, October 15, 2005

good morning! hahas!
i'm gonna post all about wat happened at yesterday's cell group

alright. we started with sharing testimonials.
and after the testimonials.
GOd really did something in most of our lives this week
He brought so much Joy.
yes.
that flawless joy from heaven!.
and let me tell u
IT CAN"T BE COMPARED TO THE JOY U HAVE!
sory...but yes! it's PERFECT>

alright. then instead of sharing of the word of God.
GOd made it into such a breakthrough for some youths.
HE used a few of us to pray.
i was shocked too.
but. u see.God's just so great
U CAN"T DENY HIS LOVE FOR UUUUUU!

i felt that presence of the Holy Spirit there.
so strong.
and is lke so many things happened.
i felt ever so connected with God
when i was praying for jx.
HE was speaking so much.
and i'm really thankful.
i thank Him for blessing me
so that i'm able to bless the others

thank u Jesus.

alright then went home.
i started going crazy.
jumping around for God.
and then i settled down to worship.
it was around 12 already .
and the worship got so intense.

He led me to pray for reuben.
i dunno why.
i had nothign much in mind for him.
but...it's just. when i opened the first word.
GOd made me cry.
the tears just flowed non stop.
and it lasted for like an hour or so

i asked Him why
and He answered.
this is the ever first time that i ever cry for like someone
but still i'm gonna do wat God tells me to.

REUBEN!!!!!!u gotta jiayouu! kaes??
DUN GIVE UP!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

alright u might think i'm crazy.
i was on the phone for three hours with one of my church mates!
we were giving GOd's glory all the time
so there's nothing wrong(i feel)

had prayer with elim just now.
God spoke so much.
it's really not by coincedence that things happen
i have so much to say
is like during the prayer.
many things happened.
and i think God really led elim to pray for me
and the music stopped at the right time.
GOD really did spoke so much during that time.

He said ''u are my pretty daughter...''

i was very touched by that.
i have always thought that i'm some horrible looking human
with no face to throw.
many a times. i disappointed God with that thinking.
HE reminded me many times that HE CREATED ME!

so long as i'm pretty in GOd's eyes.
i dun care wat other's gonna think of me.

God also reminded me of the visions He showed me last time.
He reminded me of the crown on me.
and the blessings as a backup singer.
i thank God for al the reminders.
human minds aren't as great as God's
we forget things easily...

thank u Jesus.
i wanna thank GOd too for the many ppl that He put in my life.
i want to thank GOd for boys.
seriously.
i mean. they are such a blessing sometimes and u just can't resist it...

thank u Jesus...

YOU ARE MY ONE TRUE LOVE!

just came back from playing basket ball with my friends.
hurhur/
wells...made more friends today!
and they are guys. and are all saved.
is like everytime when i make friends and when i hear that they are saved.
i feel very very happy for them.
but if they are not.
i'll try and ask God to open their hearts.

wells yupp...dun't ya think those stories and love letter from God
are interesting?
cause i was like oh my....
hahas.
nvm. that's beside the point.
testimony sharing tml during cell group.
u get the point?
i haven't started preparing u know...
hurhur.

yayness!
God is just so great.

PRAYER LATER!
I"M EXCITED!
GREAT AND ALMIGHTY GOD!=))))

A stOry of a gal.though no daddy. but is strong. READ!

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could,
he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a policemanand
died just this past few years ago When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day. And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed,
if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

A LOVE LETTER FROM GOD.

You may not know me.but i know everything about U. [psalms 139:1]
I know when you sit down and when you rise up [psalms 139:2]
I am familiar with all your ways [pslams 13:3]
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered [Matthew 10:29-31]
For you were made in my image [Genesis 1:27]
In me you live and move and have your being [Acts 17:28 ]
For you are my offspring [Acts 17:28 ]
I knew you even before you were conceived [Jeremiah 1:4-5 ]
I chose you when I planned creation [Ephesians 1:11-12]
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book [Psalm 139:15-16]
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live [Acts 17:26]
You are fearfully and wonderfully made [Psalm 139:14]
I knit you together in your mother's womb [Psalm 139:13]
And brought you forth on the day you were born [Psalm 71:6]
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me [John 8:41-44]
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love [1 John 4:16]
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you [1 John 3:1]
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father [1 John 3:1I]
offer you more than your earthly father ever could [Matthew 7:11]
For I am the perfect father [Matthew 5:48]
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hands [James 1:17]
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs [Matthew 6:31-33]
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope [Jeremiah 29:11]
Because I love you with an everlasting love [Jeremiah 31:3]
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore [Psalms 139:17-18]
And I rejoice over you with singing [Zephaniah 3:17]
I will never stop doing good to you [Jeremiah 32:40]
For you are my treasured possession [Exodus 19:5]
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul [Jeremiah 32:41]
And I want to show you great and marvelous things [Jeremiah 33:3]
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me [Deuteronomy 4:29]
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart [Psalm 37:4]
For it is I who gave you those desires [Philippians 2:13]
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine [Ephesians 3:20]
For I am your greatest encourager [2 Thessalonians 2:16-17]
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles [2 Corinthians 1:3-4]
When you are broken hearted, I am close to you [Psalm 34:18]
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart [Isaiah 40:11]
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes [Revelation 21:3-4]
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth [Revelation 21:3-4]
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus [John 17:23]
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed [John 17:26]
He is the exact representation of my being [Hebrews 1:3]
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you [Romans 8:31]
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins [2 Corinthians 5:18-19]
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled [2 Corinthians 5:18-19]
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you [1 John 4:10]
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love [Romans 8:31-32]
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me [1 John 2:23]
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again [Romans 8:38-39]
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen [Luke 15:7]
I have always been Father, and will always be Father [Ephesians 3:14-15]
My question is…Will you be my child? [John 1:12-13]
I am waiting for you [Luke 15:11-32 ]
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God

pErfecT jOy fRom hEaven!

all right.i've got so much to blog.
it's just a morning only and i haven't gone out or anything
but God's already like starting my whole day!
alright. firstly.
early in the morning when i woke up
i just felt like praising HIm
hahas!
i'm like super excited now la
in front of the com.
it's da PERFECT JOY FROM HEAVEN!
it's really perfect!

i wanted to blog just now. and praise God.
just the whole post to praise God.
but i was a little stuck.
and now.
After that God did something!
HE did something in my life.
i wasn't in any prayer or something
i was just praising God with rhema and elim online!
we were just chatting and stuff.
and oh my...
the presence of God just fell right straight on me!

GOd spoke so much so much.
and is like i've got as much testimonials to share!
the perfect joy is back!!!
thank u Jesus!
was talking to elim.
she was feeling hurt due to some things/
but...now...
she's jumping for joy too!
feeling so excited!
ain't that such a miracle.
SORROWS TO JOY!
that's wat my God does! =)

we're all feeling super excited! (me and elim)
it's just that perfect thing in us.
and it's from heaven!

u see. the things fromheaven.
are just so so so perfect
it's Flawless!
extrememly flawless!!!
and i've got that FLAWLESS JOY!=)

i wanna praise GOd forever and ever all my life.
yes! u hear it!!!?!?!!!?
FOREVER AND EVER!

alright here's this testimonial i wanna share!
it's not a story or anything. it's REAL LIFE.REAL GOD!)

there was once where i was walking in school.
not long ago.
towards the canteen.
i was feeling very down
after something had happened.
and is like when i was walking,
i felt God walking with me.
i felt Him walking in everyone of my footstep.
and that cheered me up.

everyday He's presence is just so strong.
i may not spend so much time with Him due to exams
but He still pours His blessings upon me
in everyhting that happens every second of my life.
even when i walk.
GOd's with me.
when i cry.
HE cries with me!
that's how great God is!

IN THE NAME OF JESUS!
EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW
EVERY TONGUE CONFESS!
IN THE NAME OF JESUS!
EVERY SORROWS GONE
EVERY JOY WILL COME!!!!

TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!

*Screams*

gonna out to J8 now!
then meet elim to pray!!!!!
INFINITY OF YAYNESS!

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

DOUBLE YAYNESS!!!=))
there's so much to thank GOd for since the exams are over.
i wanna thank Him for blessing the chinese paper.
cause it wasn't that difficult
and for the zaoju,that only phrase that i studied came out!
and i really wanna thank God for it!
yupps.
after school,i went to the swing with my friends at AMK as usual.
and today, i made two new friends from PHS!
and they are like as sociable! hahas.
is like it's our first time meeting and we are already
like acting as though we've been together since young!

had loads and loads of fun with them.
and we were tog for more than hours and hours.
hahaAs....that's a triple yayness! =)))
and we were talking so much abt christian songs.
i really thank God.
though both of them are not christians.
but they are rather open.
i'm trying to invite them to my church.
ain't that gonna be joy??

God always allow me to bring friends to church.
specifically especially those i am stranger to.
He gave me that boldness to make friends whereever i go.
and to invite them to church!
thank u Jesus.
is like so true.
cause so far most of the friends i brought to church are like...
total strangers that kind
and i just happen to talk to them
and made friends to them.

i just pray that they will all be blessed.

God is a God of goodness!
yayness!fourth yayness!
tml i'm going out! with a group of like 15 ppl...
and more are coming!
that's just that estimated amt!
we're going bishan J8!!
hahas. and the two friends i met are comin along!!=))

blessings.
sho much blessings.
non stop.
overflowing me.
the power of praying tog.
is sho much stronger than prayin as a single.

is like every time i pray.
a new blessing comes.
God heard all my prayers.
God heard all my cries.
He answered all my prayers.
thank u JEsus.
thank u.
thank u.

it's because of God's grace that i was able to do so many things.thank u JEsus.=)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

thank u Jesus.=)

i'm really feeling very very happy.
i dunno why.
just visited friendster.
saw two testimonials from martin.
and it made me laugh like crazy.
then wrote a testimonial for reuben.and vann!
but that's beside the point of why i'm feeling happy.

i just feel like encouraging people.

todays' worship was wonderful.
but a few flaws.cause i was afraid of singing.
if the pastor dun sing.
that point.i must learn.
that's wat back up singer is for.
to help in times of need.

but i really have to thank God.
many a times.when the pastor
introduce new songs that i dun know to sing,
i really get that great anointing from God.
and the tune would just flow.
i really feel that he has blessed me alot
of being a back up singer.
he gave me that blessing that a back up singer needs.
to learn the song in the fastest time.=)

i really have to thank God.
He's done so many things in my life.
and i'm like really happy.
He gave me the joy and peace whenever i'm down
He gave me the strength when i needed it.
HE's my refudge and my strength.=)

i also have to thank God for the people He placed in my life.
their actions may not be very prominent,
but.i really really feel very encouraged by them.
* chUrcH mateS*
reuben:is like this boy realy shows confidence in wat he does.
and that's the biggest thing i lack.and i'm learning from him
each time. also.he does not hesistate when people ask him to speak up
but will just be very steady and go up no matter whether he prepared or not.
i thank God for this wonderful brother.who has helped me alot in my maths
giving me so much encouragement through smses and stuff.
jiaxing:this boy. is likereally can see how God changed him. and stuff...
is like he really encourages me alot.and shows alot alot of care and concern.
i thank God for him. cause he may not be very matured.but he is very faithful
to wat he does.
martin:yupp. is like this guy. though he might be very funny.
and disturbe me,but he really gave me alot alot of encouragement.
is like during worship. sometimes when i freak out due to some stuff.
he would show me that look of encouragement to carry on.and the confidence.
and he's like encouraging me to smile too!he's realy a wonderful example God
placed in my life.=)
thank u martin.=)
eileen: i wanna thank God for placing this bubbly gal in my life.is like i really get influenced
by her alot in all the good way,like how do u deal with certain stuff and things.
and is like she's really got that gift of
exaltation. i really feel great being with her.
elim: my shifu in the music ministry.she's been showering me with the love
that God gave her too. and is like yupp...she knows that i think very lowly of
my image. and she keep encouraging.thanks alot dear. she said that ther'es no
ugly gal in the world. except one who does not dress up!=)
vanessa: this gal. very cheerful.have alot to say about her.
is like she also doesn't really show much action that she encourages ppl
but she really makes me feel very encouraged.
she often goes on cycling trips with me.and yupp...
is like u can feel the love that she carries with her.=)
thank u vanessa!=)

thank u humans!

Saturday, October 08, 2005

haha...saturday...
nothing much la...
it's just a day
so blessed...
ya...
tml is sunday ...
and i am having problems
i dunno wat to wear.

i want to dress up for GOd.
i want to do my best for GOd.
i want to praise him.

i know.
to the youths.
it's a little disappointing.
to know that me and charmaine
are not going for the camp...
yupp...
it's a youth retreat..

heLlo ! hahas. totally enjoyed myself yesterday though it was the maths exam
after exam...me and a whole big group of ppl went to amk and play..and eat lor...
then after that ....we were laughing like crazy.
swinging at swings and singing sho loudly...
and there was this group of boys staring at us!*crazy*

then got home very fast and started changing
then went to eileen's house again !
i was like rather in the mood for dressing up...
so i did.
i never felt so satisfied with my look before
and i was feeling very happy.
my friends said that i looked good
=)
i must gain back my confidence.
cause i never once thought that i was a pretty gal
but the fact that GOd created me.
i have to be happy=)

wells.since the beginning of october,
i have been overflowed with blessings.
is like cause i wasn't given money this month,
and is like i was really very blessed.
ppl came up to me telling me that they want to go out with me
and i was like...er....
and they said that they are treating me.
it's really sucha blessing

then.there was once where i wore this three quarter bermudas.and a black t-shrit
and i was the back up singer for that sunday service.
and when i reached.
my leaders were all telling me the same thing
that i can't wear that to church to serve.
but i was feeling very very very sad
cause i have no clothes.
i dun get to buy clothes.
except for CNY.a set of clothes is all i get.
and iwore that to church so many times.
when u went home.
i started at my wardrobe.
and i was telling myself,
either i save and get new clothes or i dun go church.

so not long ago.(if u read my previous previous post)
when i was chatting wit eileen online,
she all of a sudden told me that she has lots and lots of clothes to give to me
and i was very shocked.
cause a few days before i was thinking about wat i'm suppose to wear to church
and is like. it's God's blessings...
i'm really very very blessed.
and i remember wat God told me during a worship service
in sept.HE said in a very diff manner
''u have great blessings upon u. wait and see!''

so there really was.
it's october.
not even half passed.
and i'm super super blessed.
thank u Jesus.=)

i also want to say a big thank u to my church mates.
who have been encouraging me...
elim,martin,eileen,van...
thank u.=)

Thursday, October 06, 2005

vulgarities....i hate it so much .
just came back from compass point...
went there to settle some stuff...
while i was printing photos...
there was this group of students in front of me
and they were like F F F non stop...
they said the full word but i dun want to type it.
I HATE VULGARITIES TO THE CORE OF THE EARTH!
i just want to scream lor whenever i hear it.

then went to the library.
the minute i went in i heard this group of boys with vulgarities non stop
and worse of all they were talking about virgina!
yucks!
i showed that black face and walked off...
then while i was browsinf some books,
one of the boys came up to me and said sory
then i said nvm..
is like
if they want to say it's their business..
cause it's their self image.
not mine...

back from some silly exam...chinese paper one...hee...
i wrote sooooo short and i really meant short..it's the first time i ever did so...
i really had no no no mood to do the paper today..and everything i wrote was so short...like one page only lor...
hai...in this case i have to do well for paper two to pull my marks up....
suppose to be studying maths now...

but...i'm here...blogging and using the com..
i'm so not in the mood for studying can?
i mean is like i am thinking of christmas...
u can say i'm crazy...but i'm really thinking until christmas already...
i'm thinking of wad i wanna make for my friends and stuff u see...

i'm thinking of whether i will ever get to go church camp...
cause i desperately wanna go...u see...
i'm already in total holiday mood...
'm already thinking of wat to eat later...and stuff...

my bro is tempting me to go arcade with him to play...
and is like A R C A D E...
i like it alot too...
go and chill out there i also happy...
see! this is call holiday mood...tell me how to study lor...
maths tml leh...
*screams*
i need to do well....
i need a brainwash until the 11 of october...

after that day...i can do anything i want and go crazy...
CRYSTAL!!!
stardie now!!!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

hahas! back home now!!!
hees...totally enjoyed myself at eileen's house! =)
haha...got so many clothes from her...
and i'm gonna give her mine too! just finished packing..
and i really feel the joy to give ppl my stuffs! =)

wells...haha...had a really fun fun time...
and is like we either have some of each other's ''chemistry'' in us of something...
is like while making my blog skin, she helped me type..and is like,
so funny...i said wat she was going to type and it's like haha...
then...ate dinner at her house..we cooked up chicken..
mash potato and mushroom sauce...
haha...yes mushroom!one of my favorite! hahas...
it's lke sho funny and stuff...

well...just pasted loads and loads of pictures in my room!
and i just am totally in love with my little cosy room...
that's the only place i favour in my house...
besides the kitchen which contains loads and loads of fOod...=)
*screams out loud*
wells..yupp...i really feel very happy today and i feel like as if it's the hOls....hahas

GOd really planned my day very well for me...everything went right..
and though it's like the day started horribly with all my flu and stuff...
it ended well!
thank GOd for this really wonderous day!
hahas...i'm filled with bLessIngs...=)))

tml...it's chinese paper..
hee...can't be bothered to study cause the new format can't be studied!
will just try my best...hee...=)

hello...u see my template??it's F O O D...hahas....so cool eh? hahas all thanks to eileen! hahas the blog skin master who is so pro haha...anyway...i love it and i really do alot...today i had a fun day with eileen! hahas...thought i waited very long for her cause she acutally remember her time wrongly !hahashad my lit exam today...hack la...haha i wanna enjoy now...tml is mother tongue paper 1...hee..no need to study one cause there's nothing to! hahas...right...at her house now...haha..going crazy jumping all about..very long never go to friend's house already le...heehee...lalalas...eileen say must have the mood to blog...hahs...crazy le me...later than blogg...kk?haha...BOUNCING OFF WITH FOOD!=)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

alright...
i really want to thank God for this really wonderful day...
i was so shocked to see clarissa tag on my board...it was like i only saw her the other day!
so excited! missing all my old friends!
it's so so so good...to have God in ur life....i really wished i was in presbeytarian high...
it was really one of my choices..and of all i must enter tkgs...hai...
i didn't said that i wanted that school..but...hai...it's far...and i dun really like the ppl there..but i have to learn to love...yes love aint that easy...
and is like also there's like a restriction if i want to just praise God in front of my classmates.
they would either think tat i'm nuts of stuff...tsktsk...

but wells...of course...God's been blessiing me sho sho much...
it's like countless blessings...every moment he is with me...
and the other time when i was walking along my school garden...
i felt that someone was walking with me...
that'show real my God is...
i wasn't dreaming for sure..

it's really nice to see so many of my friends(outside school)
get touched by the Lord...
i'm really sho sho sho happy for them that they went back to the Lord finally...=)
and they never regretted...
life with God is totally different....
i wanna live a life which is christ directed...
living in the everlasting saviour is all i want...
double yays!!

yupp..it was another slack day in school...except for maths period...
where again i was mentioned non stop by my maths teacher...
saying some wierd stuff about me...
like ''class,crystal's memory is improving....who knows..she might be the top in sec four''
and i was like super malued can?
yesterday i was so malued already...and today again...tsktsktsk...
but well...of course there's some joy...haha...=)

then slack slack...didn't really did anything today
except for drawing precious moments...
i spent hours in school doing it
and i guess ppl must be thinking that i'm mad...
but they are cute somehow...haha....

i can't wait for the cell group in school to start...it's been long since we met...
i just wanna be able to praise God in school freely...
but i'm super duper restricted...
boos...
double boos...
but the day will come...
God will make a way when there seems to be none!

God,use me as a vessel,to bring more ppl to u...
use me as a vessel...for i wanna serve u all my life...
thank u Jesus:)

Monday, October 03, 2005

school...haiyo...early in the morning was malufied by wadeva is it lor...my class ah...tsktsktsk...can't help it...and i dun want to say...
wells but i kinda feel it's sucha boring day today! hahas...=)
nothing much to blog...except that...er...i dunno....
I"M HUNGRY....
hungry....i am so hungry...i've got no food now...all of my own....

Sunday, October 02, 2005

just came back from church! i've got really so much so much to say....
well i shall talk bout today first! =)
went to church..of course...was late for prayer meeting but..wells..haha...
van's sick...it's my first time seeing her sick...haha and when the pastor ask her to pray for something......He said ''crystal,there will be great things happening in ur life.wait and see.''
this wasn't the veryher sweet vioce was gone!
haha...well then...fast forward...during worship...it was good...
when we were singing AS THE DEER...there was this sudden blow which moved me...and i heard God's voice so clearly first time that God told me this...it's alot of times...

i really thank God for everything.
i want to thank GOd for changing me so much in my life...
as in like last time i used to be super duper impatient...
but is like now..i really want to thank Him for the wonderful fruit of patience that He's given to me...i asked for it. and of course i was tested many times.
but after all...wat was really pleasing to hear from GOd was wat He told me
that i am His faithful daughther...and alot more...
but sometimes i just seem to ask myself...
i'm like the youngest youth in the church and stuff...
so not matured...playful...and stuff...and yet...
i feel extremely blessed compared...
blessed in every nature...
in how He wants to use me . i just want to concentrate on serving God first...
He's really great...
alright it's cut short! hahas...

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
*tHe trUe teStifieR...
Crystal
+220591
+TKGS.dance accompanist +Singapore Symphony Choristor! +debator +God's little daughter
*Loves <3

+Jesus Christ
+God's united body
+the Arts!

*dReamer's drEAms...

+more of God!
+carefree life wiTh Jesus
+studio to jam
+learn more instruments

*dAtes

FEB/MAR'07
*26th-8/3 - GCE Registration
*10th-Theory Grade 8 exam!
*29th-Dental =(

*now,and ever...

+Slim down!Grow taller
+desired 'O' results
+Parents Salvation
+Inspiration to write and compose
+Grand Piano
+device with metromone and tuner
+Mjphorsis attires
dEsIgnEr

*pRevIous testimonies

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*mOre tesimonies

2e1*
iNtervIew wITh mY dadDy*
KaM kWoNG cHURcH(HK)
*ANNGEE*
*DAPHNE TEO*
*DIANA*
*DILYS*
*EILEEN*
*JIAXING*
*MR YONG*
*JACKY*
*VANESSA*
*ELIM*
*CLARISSA*
*RACHEL(CG)*
*WEIHAN*
*YAHYA*
*YEEKEI*
*ZANETA*
*SELENA*
*JUNSHENG*
*TASHA*
*WUNYEN*
*ELIZABETH*
*ELISHA*
*ALINA*
*JERUSHA*
*BRENDA*

Testify to Love- Avalon

 

Testify To Love <3
All the colours of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to
Find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation
Lives to testify

For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences
When words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains
To the valleys
From the rivers
To the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out
To offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the hope in every heart
Will speak
What love has done