heLlo ! hahas. totally enjoyed myself yesterday though it was the maths exam
after exam...me and a whole big group of ppl went to amk and play..and eat lor...
then after that ....we were laughing like crazy.
swinging at swings and singing sho loudly...
and there was this group of boys staring at us!*crazy*

then got home very fast and started changing
then went to eileen's house again !
i was like rather in the mood for dressing up...
so i did.
i never felt so satisfied with my look before
and i was feeling very happy.
my friends said that i looked good
=)
i must gain back my confidence.
cause i never once thought that i was a pretty gal
but the fact that GOd created me.
i have to be happy=)

wells.since the beginning of october,
i have been overflowed with blessings.
is like cause i wasn't given money this month,
and is like i was really very blessed.
ppl came up to me telling me that they want to go out with me
and i was like...er....
and they said that they are treating me.
it's really sucha blessing

then.there was once where i wore this three quarter bermudas.and a black t-shrit
and i was the back up singer for that sunday service.
and when i reached.
my leaders were all telling me the same thing
that i can't wear that to church to serve.
but i was feeling very very very sad
cause i have no clothes.
i dun get to buy clothes.
except for CNY.a set of clothes is all i get.
and iwore that to church so many times.
when u went home.
i started at my wardrobe.
and i was telling myself,
either i save and get new clothes or i dun go church.

so not long ago.(if u read my previous previous post)
when i was chatting wit eileen online,
she all of a sudden told me that she has lots and lots of clothes to give to me
and i was very shocked.
cause a few days before i was thinking about wat i'm suppose to wear to church
and is like. it's God's blessings...
i'm really very very blessed.
and i remember wat God told me during a worship service
in sept.HE said in a very diff manner
''u have great blessings upon u. wait and see!''

so there really was.
it's october.
not even half passed.
and i'm super super blessed.
thank u Jesus.=)

i also want to say a big thank u to my church mates.
who have been encouraging me...
elim,martin,eileen,van...
thank u.=)