i'm not in a dream anymore. it's finally friday. also the day where the O level results is released. i totally felt the tension today, just when they were giving the results. i was having so many thoughts in my mind...''what if...'' yes...what if? i can't do anything...i have what i want in mind. i dun want to alter that with the circumstances...could it be mended? probably not.

tough week, i must say. faced countless challenges here and there. nevertheless, i'm still surviving. i need to keep the fire burning..for what? beats me. i only know that after i collect my o level results, i'm going to declare one thing. LIFE.

metaphors always seem to speak values all the time. at least for as much as i know it. it seemed to be bringing an analogy into the word LIFE. where everyday we are living on this LIVING earth, breathing the air, and the analogy of life, i have to say is something that we are all either tired of it, or still talking about it day in and nights out.

high pressure.

i am not going to be scaleconcious. but somehow, the circumstances made me. i can't do that to myself for something i dun feel the worth to.