First day of CNY was yesterday, stayed up till 4 plus am on saturday night(CNY eve) and, wow! for the first time , my mother woke me up on a sunday to go church! if it wasn't for her, i would be late and late and late!

and so i rushed out of home clad in my new outfit which i needed to get used to! :o

got back from church and then flew to the first destination.
then the 2nd..my grandma's house! she knows my stomach best! cooked so much for me...and then i think i probably cleared her goodies while playing with the cute babies! oh how adorable they are...mummy says since i love babies so much (patient with them i hope) she should have given birth to one more...i want a SISTER!

3rd destination, Great Grandma's house! wonderful! the two grandmas really know my stomach calls. GG also cooked so much for me...btw, she used to be a chef of a famous restaurant!
i'm sure to be a little round bouncy ball if i had stayed with them for a longer time!=)

what else? went on to Vivocity and play. YES! it was till then that i had to realise how much i have aged ever since the last time i played and run about at a little playground which now seems like obstacles to me when i'm cladin my WHITE HEELS!
wonderful yea? =)

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! =)

pretty exciting day...early in the morning you hear commotion everywhere, gifts and wrapping papers whispering from surroundings. Now, and then you see hugs everywhere, roses standing tall on recipient's palms, girls squealing and screaming, letters passed everywhere.
-a typical scene in TKGS-

now...had MEP exam after school. not a good valentine day gift, but i met him...=) double joy...

after that, met junsheng at plaza sing...
i'll call it a green valentine..junsheng,van and i were all clad in green top/attire...and our stuffs we have are also green! how wonderful! perfect occassion. we seem to be saying : ''SAVE THE EARTH!"

back from church...i have nothing else to say, except that my God is an AWESOME God!

imagine this: sleep at 5am, wake up at 8am for morning prayer.
Awesome! only my God can do this to me. and i broke my first record of doing so!
plus i'm not tired at all despite playing the keys... *drops jaw*

anyway, received many things today....blessings! i'll count them all!

0)lovely GOOD MORNING from God!!!!!!
1) more Dark Choco from Van!!!
2)heartshape plant from Elim!!!
3)some crystalised stone with engravings from Reuben!
4)crepe rose from Jiaxing!
5)warm hug from Ailing!

most thanks to my lovely church mates! HappyValentines to everyone too!

i'm not in a dream anymore. it's finally friday. also the day where the O level results is released. i totally felt the tension today, just when they were giving the results. i was having so many thoughts in my mind...''what if...'' yes...what if? i can't do anything...i have what i want in mind. i dun want to alter that with the circumstances...could it be mended? probably not.

tough week, i must say. faced countless challenges here and there. nevertheless, i'm still surviving. i need to keep the fire burning..for what? beats me. i only know that after i collect my o level results, i'm going to declare one thing. LIFE.

metaphors always seem to speak values all the time. at least for as much as i know it. it seemed to be bringing an analogy into the word LIFE. where everyday we are living on this LIVING earth, breathing the air, and the analogy of life, i have to say is something that we are all either tired of it, or still talking about it day in and nights out.

high pressure.

i am not going to be scaleconcious. but somehow, the circumstances made me. i can't do that to myself for something i dun feel the worth to.

one minute, u find that ure in perfect heaven.
the other moment. u see that ure back on earth.

CONTRADICTIONS!

that seem to be my life. i suppose...
come one...i'm not gonna be here typing about some GP like stuff or matters although i would love to do so.

just received some message which totally freaked my brain off like nuclear.

valentine day is coming. headache. i don't want to know what is going on. i don't want to see it happen. i don't want to hear it.