MONDAY....
i'm back to another week of extended studies. i hope it'll seem better for me...but i do reckon that it would be....anyways...it's been alot of happenings recently...fun, bad, sad, joy, craziness, insanity...and whatevernots...

i miss going out...those really fun times ya know?
it's just purely enjoyable...

but through the course of time, i realise many things...
1)i found myself to be of quietness recently,
to put it in another way, i dun really like to talk that much unless i feel like i've got something i really wanna convey out...

it could be the aftermath of may incidents, facing with callous people.

2)I found that to gain someone's approbation is so tough...
going around with a piqued heart,
it serves me no better...

3)almost imposssible, but it occured to me tat my olfactory is even affected!
wow! interesting...an apathy against life...
i would far much want to eschew from doing detestful matters...

they are just an infinity which surrounds.....

i dun wanna be reclusive!