i guess i'm just born in the wrong country.
i'm in a country who puts education higher than anything.
with such mediocre results, it can't bring me anywhere.
at least if i know of, it would be nowhere better.
if you ever come to think twice, i mean, i find that i shouldn't be studying that hard at all.

why do those people who dun even study, sleep during exams can score so well?
why do people like my younger brother who whole year round ignore his homeworks and textbook get to score straight As??

enlighten me.

i dun understand.
i think language is such an accident thing.
you can be scoring As through the year.
but a minor slip in the impt exam can bring it tumbling down like no one's business.

my strongest subjects aren't suppose to fail me.
PLEASE!
music.literature.english.chinese!
don't fail your beloved lover here!
it's gonna kill her!

it's time that i should be even more awake.
i felt that no matter how hard i try and study,
the questions are there to attack me.

hell load of nonsense.