I stood by the sea,
In it,I saw
Life,
in almost an eternity.

The sea inhaled and exhaled,
just like the gentle sigh of waves.
It was taking deep breaths.

Life,
pulling the waters on the warm bed of sand,
it inhaled.
pushing it out into the sea,
it exhaled.

Glistening,
were the dewdrops of nature.
fragile and beautiful is it's life
sparkling in the ebony pool.
It was a moment of gold.

alright! that's just something i wrote...a poetry with a tad of momentum?
nahh! i wouldn't know about that...
my new found love-writing!=)

a new found hobby, the aftermath of exams really got me through. perhaps...writing, playing piano, singing, drawing and going online..
yea! they become my hobby!
Perfect!=)

Dissonant.
A note of one,
another which clashed.
Beheaded the walls,
of which peace reigned.

A sixth from German,
another from France.
They form together,
in search to scare.
The melodious in hiding,
the harmonics exposed.

What was it like?
Such a life of mine.

SABBATH! FINALLY!

i'm back to church!
i'm really happy...the feeling of just the moment when you enter really is like as if ure visiting a long long long lost friend or something...
worship was great! i mean...it really just feels perfect...so there!

reverand Billy Lau visited our church today! and yes..his sermon was interesting and stuff....
i just feel good....
yeah?

oh come on!

GOD IS GOOD!=)
we're NOTHING! remember that
but with GOD is SOMETHING!

we're good in him yeah?
take caress!

and ....thanks to all those who tagged at my board! love ya all! =)

LITERATURE and CHINESE today.

for lit, i was rather surprise. Very surprise indeed. if u know abt it, my GreatGrandFather pssed away on the night before my Literature paper, thus i'm really unable to study.

i expected myself to fail. really. but of course i would wail if it had happened as Lit is predominantely one of my most well done subject in my history besides the other 3.
yes.
i cant belive it, having to clinch a high B3(missed A2 by a mere 2 mark).
better off, getting the highest for one of the question from Macbeth.
Gracious.Awesome!
how could that be?
and there was this perfect comment which i never see my Lit tch write before.
''Crystal, a Very well done essay written!''

yes! i did it! Literature is awesome!

next, Chinese. yes. i'm Disappointed. i really want that A1 for it. but the paper set was REALLY DIFFICULT....so, i should be satisfied with my results.
it's the same mark as Literature. so yea.
i just can't believe it.

i just have to believe in ONE factor.

BELIEVE IN URSELF, URE NOT THAT BAD U KNOW? CHEER ON!

i'm gonna fail math!

sighs. i've gotten back more today.
SS,ECONS,and CHEM...

i'm utterly disappointed with chemistry. i think it has failed me like nobody's business. i studied the hardest for chemistry, and what do i get in the end? nothing satisfying.
alright. it's not like i'm the only one who did badly.
my class has 29 F9 failures.
so what's there to say? the paper is **** difficult.
but since it's the case, would i bother?

i'm living a life full of dissonance. the changing notes in my life, seems so drastic.
the passing notes, seem like leaping compound notes of interval.

i want an appoggiatura, which evens out my life.

there's no use aiming high, when the teachers have already hinted u that the paper is gonna be real tough.
it just disappoints u in the end.

but for ECONS..it was a pure surprise.
can i thank REUBEN YEO for the help?
yes he did me much.
mdm GOH praised my INFLATION question.
said did it well.
good lor.

thinking about L1R5, i can't seem to find enough good subs.
ENG, CHI,LITERATURE,ECONS?, seem to be one of the best for me.

BIO? perhaps.
i haven't gotten results.......*fades away*

i guess i'm just born in the wrong country.
i'm in a country who puts education higher than anything.
with such mediocre results, it can't bring me anywhere.
at least if i know of, it would be nowhere better.
if you ever come to think twice, i mean, i find that i shouldn't be studying that hard at all.

why do those people who dun even study, sleep during exams can score so well?
why do people like my younger brother who whole year round ignore his homeworks and textbook get to score straight As??

enlighten me.

i dun understand.
i think language is such an accident thing.
you can be scoring As through the year.
but a minor slip in the impt exam can bring it tumbling down like no one's business.

my strongest subjects aren't suppose to fail me.
PLEASE!
music.literature.english.chinese!
don't fail your beloved lover here!
it's gonna kill her!

it's time that i should be even more awake.
i felt that no matter how hard i try and study,
the questions are there to attack me.

hell load of nonsense.

this is dumb. very dumb.
early in the morning. i woke up.
what did i get from my mum?
"YOU ARE NOT TO GO CHURCH TODAY!''
alright. thanks alot.
so i kept quiet.
i SHOWED her a face!
a disgusting face. a very horrendous one.
and walked away.

oh come on. for goodness sake.
don't let me go right? FINE!
it's not my fault anyway.
i can't change that $%%^%^& brain of urs.
so too bad.
I"LL SHOW IT TO U THAT I STAYED AT HOME CAUSE OF U!

sucks.

what do i get from staying at home?
burst ear drums.
nag nag nag.
HELLO?
I DID NOTHING WRONG!
bad mood dun come and attack me CAN!?

what a mother!
OH BOTHER!
WTH!

alright! it's been more than a month since i updated.
all because of the FINAL YEAR EXAMS.....
yea they kinda suck i know that... but i managed to persevere throught with the Grace of God....
it's all over. i've worked all i can
i did my best.
it seemed HELL...u mug everyday. non stop.
run out of places to go and study.
go home study also wrong...sleepy environment....
pure nonsense. i'm sry.

yesterday.
it's over.
today. shopping?
i just have to come and realise how much sleep i have lost through the exam period.
9 hours of sleep after that isn't enough to recover anything.
yawning and stuff.....
what have i got to do?
i've got a few ppl to thank....for my exams...
1) GOD
2)teachers
3) Reuben( thanks alot...econs really was all thanks to you)
4)MY BRAIN CELLS (thanks for sacrificing for such an unworthy owner)

next up. RESULTS....
GOD....
i'm trusting all in u that a miracle would happen to my results....
i know i didn't go church during the exam period.
sry.