today, is a sunday. was rather late for morning coporate prayer.
but despite, i went.
infact, thank God that i went...cause i could feel his presence,
i just have so much to tell God.
seriously, i dunno wat i shld do.
i want my spiritual life to get better, i want my studies to be equally good.
TIME MANAGEMENT.
that's the barrier for most ppl, but i just have to THANK YOU JESUS...
he's been helping me with time management that i find no problem doing extra things.

infact,
my problem is just STRESS...
that's all...but that is unchangable.
tell me who doesn't face stress in the world?
tell me who who wants to do well does not get stress?
i'm having a battle with JOY and STRESS,

today during sermon, so many thoughts went through my mind.
i saw Reuben drawing those little cute cartoons on his sermon notes,
and i was just wondering...
how good it is to just remain child like...
and i just started, and hope to treasure my youth.
it isn't too late. but i wonder if i'm permitted to.

what's a youth's desire?
what's my desire?
what can i do when i'm just young and so easily bullied...?

that was just going thru me for at least 6 months.
God, tell me.