hahas...enjoying my days...but wells...at times persecution do come...my friends ask me ''aren't u afraid of persecution? why do u want to suffer so much for GOd?''
is like...they are christians..but they are very very afraid to suffer from God...
but at the same time they want to receive countless blessings...
so i was like telling one of my friend on the bus today that i really dun mind suffering for GOd...
and she was like''but why?''
so i was telling her that if u really love God...u wouldn't mind...
and she was like looking at me in such a manner that makes me think that she's gonna ask why again...
i really spent the whole bus journey explaining to her everything...i didn't mind...
i shared with her my experienes...of persection from friends and mother...
is like...sometimes a little patience really helps alot...and i've learnt alot today through sharing my experiences to her...though it was pain...
and on sunday which was yesterday...the pastor was also preaching about things like persecution and stuff....
i almost cried when i was listening to it...cause it's really...
it really brought me back to my memories...
all my times when i am persecuted just flashed back like a video in my mind...
i just felt like hugging someone and cry at that moment...
but it was during sermon...
i felt so empty in me...i felt that as if i'm gone some where else...and everything in me was gone..
then after that i heard someone called my name from the back the voice was so warm...it was Vanessa...
she said that i must listen to the sermon...cause it was for me...
i realised how much love really flew away from me...
and i really have to admit...this girl...really made an impact in my life...
she's the one who gives me so much encouragement when i'm with her,
letting me feel that care and concern...
she seems just so motherly sometimes...though she's just as playful as me...
i thank GOd for Vanessa...=)
have i got to realise...l o v e....
no one can give me this UNCONDITIONAL love....except God...