just came back from church!haiz dun feel like coming back at all...the best is i camp over there....ai ya i know that wish will not come true one...church is just like myu total second home...and not school...i never really liked school before....cause everytime i enter school...i just can't wait for that silly bell to ring so that i can head for church..if there's activities after school...i jsut can't wait for the person to say ''class dismiss'' hahas...that's all about wat i long for in school....early in the mornign when i wake up..i just tell myself...the day's gonna be long cuase there's school...haiz...see see see!!! i'm suffering as a pathetic student....why should i even be a student?i dun get it man! booohoo...*wails*
if onlyy....
if only i can stay in church
if only...
if only i can quit being a student
if only...
if only i can serve God all the days of my life
if only...
if only i can just score well with no troubles
if only...
if only i can spread the gospel so well that ppl will come..

God i need u....i really need u...everyday in my life..all i need is u...without u..i dun have today....without u...i wouldn't be a changed person like now...JESUs...come...come...come and save those who are not saved...their lives are precious...jsut like how u loved and blessed me...