Sunday. the day i've longed waited for. i really wish and long for my own freedom to worship God...no freedom to go shopping and other stuff it's okay. i just ask for one thing. Give me the freedom to worship my heavenly daddie. and allow me to spend more more more time in church..! is it that difficult? well perhaps that's because my parents ain't christians...i'll just have t0 keep them in my prayers. i really love God...but i seem to be restricted...that's why i treasure every moment i have in church... JEsus...i need you badly.
i want to scream to the whole world how great Jesus is.how real he is. how wonderful he is. how forgiving he is...let me scream now!do you hear my scream?*JESUS!!!!!I NEEd YOU!*
He's in my heart now...he listens to our prayers...and answers to them. He touches ppl hearts...and just for this..i have countless testimonials...i wish that i can share a testimonial everyday to someone. especiallly non believers...i want to tell them of how great God's love is...how great he can be....and how he heals me physically and mentally...HE's just that great...unconditional love..i have so much to thank him everyday...so much so much...suffering for God ain't easy...yes.though u might have the faith...temptations still come...i totally agree with what Martin said....the more faith u have, the more the devil wants to tempt u...
i totally agree...cause each time when i want to serve God...i'll get persecution...and it's always from my mother...each time i kick the devil out in Jesus name...i get feared...spiritual warfare? that's a big topic...i'm waiting for some one to explain in details to me what that is...
next week ppl from our mother church would be coming...and i really want to attend church next week cause i want to meet them...and learn...so yeah...i'll have to keep that in my prayers...so there..