yahz....it's tml...but so?!?what u want me to do?...sorrow vs joy...and in my case...sorrow won!that's very saddening...i wonder how will it be like....if tml my mum brings me out.and i am down there tinking so much?!?nono !!! i won't it's my day!! and i should enjoy.......is like obviously!!! but tml there's church!!!! i haf not been able to go church for a few weeks because of my mummy....that's not fair...is lke she always purposly plan sometihing,.,...like say ask me do house work and stuf...and last week i did SIX HOURS of house work!!!i tell ..that isn't fun...u might as well ask me to go be a maid! at least i get a pay! wells...i really want to go church tmll....to celebrate with my church mates...my beloved church mates.......miss them so much....but it seems to be the wrong day...cause....a few of them will be off for some reheasals for their skol band...and one of them is elim jie!!!! boo..i want her to be there! i miss her alot.......and i really do......and how can she be MIA?!?!?! not fair......the world is crashing down on me so badly.....that's not fair...the world is crashing down on me...why should they!!!?!?!?!i am only a child....a teenager...only 14 and yet..look! the worlds crashing down on me....woW!! so wonder ful yeh?!?(sarcastic) life is horrible and it is...