hMm wells...saturday...it's o boring...there seem to be nothin to do...wells...what can i say..??all i can do is to stay infront of the computer and start typing craps like now...anyway....today i just created a diary...at diaryland...wells...t0o bad...it's locked unfortunately haah only those whom i allow will be able to read my diary...it's to secretive...and wells...of course only two ppl has got access to it...hMm and of course they are my best pals!!we'll go though thick and thin as one...oh no..it is as threesome...ermm...sounds like charles angels? haha!
anyway i am like quite afraid about monday..there is that rehearsal and i am kinda freaked out because of someone already...what can i do?seems like nothing in the world...what can i say?i am like a mute at home....not even talking to anyone which i obviously dun't feel like doing so...dun ask me why cause i utterly dunno at all..and i really dun't...so what can i do?the com has become a tool taht i confide into..with alll the blogs and diaries...no wonders i dun feel like talking/..wells...so at this point of time...my fingers are so important..without them... can't play teh piano...without them...i can't type...and confide into the com.without them..i can't eat and do everything...sighs...how sad that i jsut came to realise how iportant my fingers are...it has become what i say a form of communication for me...how sad yahz?haiz...reika..u are right....where is me!?no this is one hundred percent not me at all...even the person sitting beside me knows taht but how?what's bothering me!?can't i tell!?hey am i totally mute!?something's wrong...anyway i dun care..i jsut do what i like i just feel how am i,i just think how i want and i just talk if i want...so that's my freaking mute life now...hmmm