alright...today morning...i woke up super early just to transfer songs from hengyue's mp3 to mine and vici verca...wells hmm lesssons were far way boring...i was darn stress the whole day...can u believe it?!? THREE drama in a day!!!first one...literature...i had two roles...a mother and a wierdo speaking person...okay nvm the next one...history...i had to act as a student, and a communist!last one,library ...i had to be a hysterical person...like a mouse....alright..see i gotta change me personality like six times in three hours!!!i am going nuts...alright..now...which is my self?!?i am mixed up...okies..the first two drama went well...except the library one cause i guess i was very confused with myself the whole day...luckily it was ony a rehersal!or i am doomed!alright i shall talk abt the library one...in fact it is still fresh in memory as i jsut came home from that...alright here it goes!

i am in scene three for the play:IN DENIAL alright...and i got my character which is Hem. this mouse...in the book WHO MOVED MY CHEESE alright..when i got the script, i had no idea...utterly no idea how on earth am i suppose to act it out...wells...ppl...am i very hysterical in normal days?!?hmMm i can't seem to act it out..and what's more...i was so confused with everthing that is happening around me...that's y...and of course not only me...there are some who need to e real solemn but they can't..some who needs to be like a prof...but had problems too...i think mine is worst!!where's my GUTS??where is it?i need glucose seriously to get myself hysterical!and how am i suppose to!?! wells before i left, simin told me something which made me so darn stress...and i kept thinking abt it on the bus...she was like '.....the whole play is in your hands...whether it goes on well, depends on YOU!.....' okay...and i tell u...i almost cried on the bus....cause i was sooo darn stres abt it...y should it be me?y?y?y? though my character seems trival...it is so important...the line is the main thing that the whole script is all about...it is what the skit wants to depict...and yet...it anded in my hands...*sceams*
tml morning...i will no matter what...reach school at the earliest time that i can just to rehearse my part and the other...the performance it on the 25th may!!!i can't slack anymore...if it means everything...my lunch...recess or whatsoever...i will have to do it....alright? so simin...u needn't worry so much...i will turn up as i have to!

alright...then we had cell grp today too in skool...well...it was not bad...woship...we sang...power of ur love,i receive ur love...and i stand in awe of u....so wonderful...so spirit filled worship!!!woohoO!!!wells for semon, it was on love...and as i promise those who wanted it...i will and i will post it out now!!so...here it is...
verses to refer...[1 corinth 13] [matthew 5:44] [Galatians 1:4] [1 john 4:19] [1john 4:7-11] [john 3:16] [psalms 26-28].....

so...what is loVE?God's love is UNCONDITIONAL, full of forgiveness and is unselfish..it is also everlasting ...but how abt man?we are selfish..and conditional...and our love is never lasting..look!the difference between man and God's love it so big...and thus...we have much more to learn...according to the bible...the 2nd greatest comandment is to LOVE UR ENEMIES AS HOW YOU LOVE UR NEIGHBOURS...sounds easy ya?wait till u try out...it is never easy to follow unless u have GOd...we are born sinners and we need GOD..our GOd is great and able... according to a daily bread writer.. i quoted..''it is not easy to understand the depth of GOd's love for us.Because of our PRIDE and FEAR,we fail to grasp how undeserving we are and how free his love is''

some of u might think...'why didn't Jesus come down of the cross? why should he die for us?' well there are FOUR reasons to this and here is goes.....

firstly...HE STAYED ON THE CROSS TO WASH OUR SINS...look GOd is so good...just because to save us underserving sinners...he died for us to redeem all and all of our sins...he even stripped himself naked to do so...he suffered for us...but do all of us cherish it?think abt it urself...are u guilty of it?

secondly...TO FREE US FROM BONDAGE...look...there is utterly NO satan that can go beyond the cross...[1john3:8]''He who does what is sinful of the devil. because the devil has been sinning from the beggining. the reason the SON OF GOd appeared was ti destroy the devil;s work''there is no one that can go to heaven...except through HIM!!![john 3:16]''for God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believed in himshall not perish but have eternal life.'' look...this is how much God loves us...

thirdly...TO HEAL OUR SICKNESS...practicallt everyday JEsus is healing the sick...there are many truths of JEsus healing the sick...even up till now...enter a healing crusade and u will see the amazing work of GOd...

lastly...TO REDEEM US FROM EVERY CURSE AND FAILURE...[galatians 3:13]''christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us.for it is written-'Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tre...' '' what is a curse?u might think...it is actually a continuous defeat and failure...

so in conclusion...JESus is a LOVING GOD,,,Love has an evidence and JEsus demonstrated his Love by dying on the cross for us...