SYF...tears...

early in the morning...wnt to grace house...happily excitedly waiting to go for SYF...it's my first one in secondary skool...and i definately looked forward to it...hmmm grace helpme looked pretty by helping me to put make up...thanks GRACE...love ya lots...went to skool...i was sooo shock to see SHU WEI's face ALL PALE..i was veyr shocked...but wat can i do?i haf gotta sing...sigh...i really feel sorry for her...beign the president..is not easy at all...i feeel very sorrry haiz... afdter that..everythign went well...they counted 79 and 79...we sang..everyone praised us...i knew we would make it to the top!but...when the results came...shu wei was total glum...she was..i knew something was wrong...she was showing big gestures to evon...i knew she was gonna cry...they went to look for the tch...they came towards us...both crying...something wasnt' right at all...it wasn't...when evon wanted to break the news to us,she broke down even before she could say GOLD...shu wei i know have no strength already...it has been really hard on her...i know that...everyone cried...i held back...i didn't wished to be any more burden to my seniors..so i held...i held...it was really difficult cause everyone around me was crying...i tried smiling a little but i failed...then we were direscted to the studio...i really ratehr ms terry to give the talk compared to that SHE...you all choir members will know hu i am refering to...SHE made thigns worse...in fact making more angry...if i ever had the guts i would haf gave her a slap...but i can;t...she was sayign our choir until like wad like that..sigh seniors pls dun blame urself pls...it's really not your fauly i mean...we didn't did on purpose...we really didn't...it's really depressing...i know....i know how u feel....we really feel sorry....shu weiz...dun take things too hard...take care too!