pissed....i am crying

hmm was early today!reached skool at like 6.45 and was bored to death inclass nothing to do ..then all of a sudden my junior popped up at my class room and passed me the letter..how sweet of her...wells...went to assembly ground...realised i forgot my name tag...oops...too bad too late....wels...okayy..first lesson...maths i guess...hmmm okay lahz...was sleepin...haha...so tired today don't seem to be able to sleep...wells...nothing much today...oh yes recess was a disaster...i didn't had it as i had to rush for my literature CA...freak!
okayy well...there is lit drama...suppose to act a singapore drama with all the 'lah' in it...and me???being like a ah lien is not m style...i can't do it...ask me scold ppl in a sissy manner???So not my style!!!it's utterly NOT...but so sad...i haf to force myself to do it...boo!!
after skool...was suppose to be going park way with my dear junior...but all of a sudden i was told that there was choir so....too bad...feel so gilty...can't accompany her...some more still leave her tp go parkway all alone....haiz..then went to video world to eat..with her and hengyue...i am sooo pissed with hengyue today!!!firstly, when i went back to skool to buy something...she took my handphone from my bag without asking and taking photos all over in video world!!!she didn't feel guilty i guess..but that's really horrible..when i asked her y..she said..'oh your handphone still full of battery...so i can play' that's not answering my question...in the first place my phone was NOT ONN!!!! how would she kow unless she switched it on???my junior took something from my bag...that was ok cause i allowed her too!but hengyue....that's a very bad act...being ur friend i will tell you...if u do that ouside..ppl will say u are stealing!!!get me???reflect over it!
well...i didn't felt good when i enter the choir room....all of a sudden i seem to haf a headache...that's y i was rather quiet..i was thinking deep into thoughts about some things...i dun want to mention...and my headache got worst!!!something didn't seemed right...i was way crying in my heart...we praticed....i didn't seemed my self....something wasn't right...i needed God at that moment...suffering deep in thoughts...i can't stop crying in my heart...cause i can't cry out...otherwise ppl in choir will be thinking that i am crazy..for no reason then cry...cause some of them are NOT understanding at all!
tml is election...can i dun appear???ok i know wat all gonna say...MUST COME!!okayy fine go than go...but dun blame me if i am in an awful mood...cause i am...
dun come looking for trouble if u see me pulling a long face...I AM VERy PISSED TODAY!!!