life?????

i dind't blog yesterday...utterly NO mood to do so!was like listening to songs...bringing myself to better mood...but it didn;t work...
anyway had skool today...it was boring...(duh! which skool day is not boring except the day when i haf CHOIR???) my DNT tch miss seng was just practically crapping....(to me)....i'm still sick...sorethroat(been screaming too much)....flu....gastric(it started recently)...(somethings is wrong man!!!)not only me...many others too...is it a virus???or the environmental status??that's wierd...
crap......stones in my heart....so many of them...stuggling to drop them...but the 'gravity' dun seem to enable me so...it's troubling me...one 'stone' after another...non stop...especially in skool today...(i'm glad i'm still able to stay at least a little bubbly!)had to settle some music stuff with my whole class for their pratical ca....and helped them photocopy the scores they want....(actually the tch ask me let them do themself...but...i didn't want to give them too much trouble so i helped!)
international friendship day today!heard the songs in the morning were lame(by divya)hmm...i cut my finger TWELVE TIMES today!!!!isn't it horrible??cause i was using cans to weave flowers..then i just cut myslef...that;s so painful...u can go imagine that...
i really dun want next tues to arrive....i really dun want...i cam't bear to see the seniors leave e just like that...i know i haf not been treasuring the time i had with them....occasionally making them angry.....but i really want to haf more time with them...the sec twos only haf a request....can we sing the competition song with u seniors ONE LAST TIME???please??tha'ts all we ask...ONE request only....e want to hear the whol choir with you all ONE last time....and it's really the LAST!!!(man...i wanna cry already lahz)