if this is life?wat's that?

whY should the seniors blame themselves?

we've got more to do so!!!

i mean if o thursday i had told them to recount

(which i intended so)

nothing would haf happen...

if my sorethroat got worse

i wouldn't haf to go on stage but y???

i'm so lost...i really dunno wad to do...

i'm not any better either

i am sick

headache and flu...

i can't wait for monday...

to cry out freely....

i've been keepig for like so long

i can't hold any longer

tml is the day....

my heart will be teary...

i can't help it either....

i realised how weak i can be

and how strong i can get

life is so unfair

very....why why??

why can't i remain sick on that day..

i was already sick...

my throat hurt

but i kept quiet

y?i thought i was very noisy?

i thought i like to comment alot?

y didn't i open my mouth?

tell shuwei that i am sick?

whywhywhy??

i'm just so silly sometimes

shuwei,

u've screamed at us..

u've shouted at us...

it's for our own good..

cause in mind u haf a goal

but we didn't apprieciated...

till the last minute,

we began to realised the importance..

you are good...very very good

really but u made us realised many things..

you are the best leader i have met...

dun blame urself..

ccause it makes us feel worse

it makes us feel guilty

WE LOVE YOU!

stay strong gal....

we need you....

we are behind you

as i typed this...

tears are streamingdown....

y????

why am i so weak?

i'mbreaking down...

i can't hold anymore...

i love you tkgchoir

i love you!