lIFE hAvE bEeN rAthEr aIMless...

i seEM to be living each day aimlessly
MY PLANS ARE ALL RUINED MY MOTHER
and she doesn't understands anything at all
she just take her kids like a machin
throwing tantrum any time she wants
NEVER once showed any love
i really dun feel it
never once
she is NEVER CONSISTANT
she juz simply thinks that we are her robot
but i am not i am born into this earth with a purpose!!!and i reapeated that many many times already!!!!
she is pissing me off EVEYRDAY
EVERYDDAY
and i can't stand it
i dun wan be a robot
i really dun
life has a meaning for me
i am living in a world of delusionity
it feels horrible
really horrible
no one can imagine it
only i can
it's is really remorseful
and y am i the one?
GOD help me!!!!
i really need your help i can survive without your presence!~