Is JuSt A mAtTeR oF fAcT.....

Fridae...
DId i EnjoY mYsElF?
or rather did i soB?
I reAlly DunNo..
It's a DaY,Juz fOr mE...SwEeT N SouR...
ALways in there!
but JuS y CAn't I remind Myself THe PURPOSE OF LIFE?
SO mAny THings to HAndle!
HEre TO kIlL mE?
i"m jUS ConfuSEd!
WhY ShlD I DO Dat?
Do i dEsErve tO?
SWEet!THat's WAt make sOur bExt!
rEcAllIn meMorIes,soUR oNEs,
jUSt maKE mE wanna CRy...
bUt...dEspITe,
i jUz cAn't,I dUn bElieVE i"m suCh aN iNtRovErt.
I reaLly Dun.
StarINg iN fROnt oF thE cOm...
I'm Jus wondering.....
wAt WlD tMl bE?
skoOl dAys hAd bEeN moSt Stressful,
The sEc 2 yRs....
wERen'T iT meAnt tO bE Joy?LAughTEr?
bUT y i DUn sEeM tO gET it?
i seem To be MiSinG oF sUmthIng In lIfe...
Y?iS jUz lIke eXplOdiNg...
aN aCtiVe vOlcAnO,
rEadY tO eXploDe aNy tIme,
wItH aLl tHE sUBstance In it....
Fair?NoT fAir?
i DUn gEt it...
bUT y?
sHlD i HidE?
i HAf nO iDeA....
i Juz FeEl lIke bUrstIng...
OuT wIth tEars...
bUt i cAn't....i ReAllY dUn gEt it...
iT's jUZ a mAttEr oF fAct...