MiXeD fEeLiNgS....wHy So?

SUnday yes!i know it's my second post for the day but i am just too bored to do anything except to come online non stop...but in the early evening i was overjoyed And i CAN"T believe my eyes on wat i see on my HP!!...i just can't stop SMILING cos I"M too happy!Well i'm crazy...but it really brightened UP MY DAY!oh man i really wish i could have the courage to tell _ _ _ _ _ _ everything that i WANT to... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ isn't so easy cause i dunno but it has lasted....and it better cause *(guess yourself)* i really cannot think of others ever since i _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!!! oh man hahaha i really am going crazy....too happy probably....well ya mixed feelings and it is so obvious cause i dunno why i just am _ _ _ _ _ _ but dunno how to express it...(you guys shall think of wat goes into the blanks heex i shan't reveal)i wished _ _ was with me the whole day and my whole life!!!!but .....i really dunno how.that's a mied feeling