hey yea...it's....29th may! hahAS! i know this is a C r a p statement.
so wat i'm suppose to do here?a PERSONAL RECOUNT?( i bet my eng tch wld be glad to know i'm thinkin abt eng during th weekends)
ya right...very funny eh..

anyways...ya...woke up super late today cause i just loved my softtoys on my bed..
and iwas like Hack care abt the sun which is shining in on my butt...
nothing is better than sleepin when u are so in mood to do so....

well actually the aroma of my mum's cooking woke me up ,
with a sigh of relief that i can save myself from cooking lunch today..
so the smart me...(as usual)...quickly went to hog on the piano
-to prevent her from asking me to do house work...
SMART EH?
and of course she didn't ! hahas! my brother kena!
*evils*
hahAS! well....sometimes a little thinking of strategies help alot in us...
haha!...
i mean...this coming month of MAY..
i'll have like almost countless excuses of escaping house work....!
and here they are...

1)i can say it's my ''inspiration'' month
2)''oh no!i'm busy''
3)hey u! watch out! i'm doing my work!
4)it's the hols...i'm suppose to relax!
5)it's my egg crack day!
6)heehee...laour day cannot labour!
7)vesak day is not for me to work as well!
8)saturday and sunday is my energy recuperating time
9)i gotta seek the Lord
10)come on man...it's only may and i've be hardworking
11)my room is spick and span(if it is)
12)i mean...i'm just a gal...growing up
13)let me enjoy my last few days of being FOURTEEN
14)wait till i get married then i'll do more housework
15) i guess ure free?

alright i guess the list will never end of excuses not to do housework but who cares! haha!
of course i'll be good and do sometimnes but ya! hahas!
yea...i'm crazy la!
getting high!

it's just a typical life that goes on... absurb it may be...
interesting it tells....the sorrows it bears...the knowledge it harvest...
but nevertheless...our life,is our testimony...
ourlife, is what brings the sweetness of GOd out...

well....it's thursday today...and i want to declare tat there's no more test for the week...
but next week have lor...
wells...so much for being nuts...sick..still sick actually...crazy...anxious....depressed
for the first part of the week
FIVE TEST in TWO DAYS.....
i think that's little nuts...

it's fast...a week just went unknowingly...
reubs gonna off on wed night....*hmmms*
changed for the better...
so loved....
alright....shouldn't continue before.....................*grins*

monday is today....
school was BORING LAHH!
crap one...
well...did i ever mentioned i liked school?
sadly no lahh...

but today...i'll tell ya something
I LOVE MUSIC CLASS EVERY MONDAYS...
the ppl there are SOOOOOO LOVABLE!
sarah (my mushroom head twin)...cheryl (pao face)....germaine (icebreaker).....jenelle (...sandra (pros)....hui ching (quiet fairy)....
and did i missed out any of u lovable ppl?
speaking abt them lovable sisters in christ...
i just gotta say...
THEY BRING THE MOST JOY INTO MY LIFE!

i dunno why i have throwing tantrums these two days...
is like just yesterday(tuesday) when i went to schol early in the morning i just slammed my chem book on e table
and screamed back at daphne when she asked me something...
i admittedd...i was very very stress about chemistry CA....and ya...very foul mood indeed...
then during group work..
.gek teng said something...and i also threw my temper at her...haii...ya...
she was saying some stuffs that made me not happy..but the fact is that i dun throw my tantrums!
and yes...
daphne was very shocked at me cause she never seen me screamed or shouted at anyone in my whole life...sighs...
and just today...i was also in a foul mood..going against stuffs...and just getting very HOT tempered...and yes...

but...i really wanna thank God for daphne...for all her massages that she provide me each time i was hot...sighs......................sorry la...but....ya...

ups and downs..that's life..but?????? i'm tired of everything...serious...

If these walls could talk,
you'd know my body is dead,
my mind has been taken over,
that's why I am so scared,
I can't control it,
anger is making me blind,
I've been left here on my own
chained to a hate of some kind.
If these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk,
you'd know about my fears,
about all those nights I screamed for help,
about all my fallen tears.
You'd know about the demons
haunting me at night,you'd be able to help me
keep my fire alight,if these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk
they would say that it's all right,
God sends His angels
to look over me at night.
They'd encourage me,
say though I am alone
it doesn't mean I am on my own.
He watches me, from above
and showers me with all His love,
if only these walls could talk