MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hahAS! i really have to proclaim....
in my 14 yrs....being on earth...this year...yes...2005...
is my BEST CHRISTMAS EVER!
it's so full of meaning...having to get close to my crossbearers...celebrating christmas...with JESUS CHRIST's love in me...
is really good...

this year's christmas is definately VERY VERY SPECIAL to me!
i received so many presents...
and they really mean alot alot to me...
God blessed me alot through the gifts...
He knows...and He blesses!
thank u...
THANK U CROSSBEARERS!
I LOVE U ALL TO BITS!
all the presents and love...
THANK U!

not only presents...
i received alot of my Lord...my saviour...JESUS CHRIST...
He filled me with so much surprises and everything...
HE!poured words of LOVE...and blessings upon me...

i'm very touched today...yes i definately am...
thankful...grateful...joyful...tat's all in me..
how can i express my love for u all!!!!!!!
I LOVE MY LORD JESUS CHRIST!

christmas...
it's not only the season of thanksgiving...
but...a season...where God's love is spreaded...
and received by many many people!=)

HEEHE!
WENT FOR SHOPPING SPRREE FOR TWO DAYS! ahahaS!
yeah! yesterday was with TASHA...to orchard....
we had a splurge on pens and stuffs! crazy la...
then bought an orange tube! wooo...
hahAS....
metal guitar boOkmark...and....playboy ear studs!

today...went with eileen and elim...
FINALLY!
i bought my dream converse sling....$29.90
and...FILA water bottle...$8.90
orange tank top $8
file$3
badge$3
top up card $5
food$5
notebook from ART FRIEND $2
keychain$5.90

total spendings...69.70

that's a crazy crystal...
get it???
she's never splurged SO MUCH before! hahSA~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

oOooOoOo....van!!!!!!!!
FAster fly back can can????

oh man....
van is gone!!!!!!off for the whole week...
and poor me is feeling so horrible....
hAii.......
it's really EXTREMELY boring without that gal around to do crazy stuffs with me....
cause everyone is in a lazy mood...

*weeps*

VAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya....fine....
iknowit'slame...

scream also no one can hear..

jobelle's bbq is also cancelled suddenly...
dunno why....
wed going out with eileen jx...martin...and tasha...
but i dun feel like going....

never knew the absence of van makes sucha diff!!!

oh man.....
help!

I"M BACK FROM BATAM!
hahas! YES! i did had alot of fun there!
being touched by GOd again and again...
the resort's service is VERY VERY GOOD!
perhaps i'm not used to being so relaxed like a princess...
hahas! i felt so embarrased! ahahs!
anyways! yes!
i'll just share a few things that happened there! =)

so many people are changed by the Lord...
like vanessa...jiaxing....javier...yk...and MANY MANY !
it's really so great..
and i just really hope that our fire will continue...

on the second day dring service...
the sermon was about FAITH and WISDOM
yup...and i really felt that i needed both and stuff...
and during the worship...
van came to pray for me too...
and hOly tears just came streaming down my eyes...
i felt that God was just asking me to surrender to Him...
cause He's gonna reveal my callIng...

on the third night during service...
when i received the sermon outline...
which was tittled EVANGELISM...
i felt something very special about that sermon
and that i needed to really concentrate on it...
yupp...and i did...
so after sermon...
there's kinda like an altar call....
so yupp...
i was VERY VERY TOUCHED BY GOD...

at first vanessa came to pray for me...
then....when pastor steven came along...
i felt this BIG BIG BIG outpouring of the HOly sPirit...
and i almost feLl...
but....because i didn't released enough to the Lord...
i stop the anoiting...
God used the pastor to prophesise to me...
and God called me...i was very touched....
cause HE called me...
and has been 'begging' me to release and serve Him..

it's an EVANGELIST that i was called to do...

but...i'll be slow..
i'll wait for God to lead and guide me..

through the nights..
i really had a WONDERFUL fellowship with martin....javier...jobelle and mandy!
yupp..
is like everynight we talk and fellowship...
and end yup so tired sleeping in the room we fellowshipped in!

i just love batam...
i really love it..
i felt VERYVERY RELAXED.
no stress...no restrictions..
no naggings..
and my gosh...
i really enjjoyed till my fill! i miss ALOT...
cause is like we get to seek God without restrictions three times daily and stuff..
and i really enjoy............

God is VERY VERY GOOD! hahas!
we managed to bowl too! and it's my first time bowling...
hahs! yay! swam and shopped...
the things there are VERY VERY SUPERLY CHEAP!
and i'm like a millionair there! ahahs!
back to singapore...
i'm like a mouse....

but...dun worry! in God...
always and forever i'll be rich! =)

oOooOooOoO...it's sunday! yay! and is so oh my gosh!
i get to see ALL THE CROSSBEARERS!
and its' like i realised everyone is in high spirits! ahahs!
and during the worship martin(vanessa's shifu) kept smiling non stop!
same here! casue all of us are filled with the JOY! hahas

then..ya..oh my gosh lor....
i never saw that WIDE SMILE before..
the other time was a smile...
but this time is a WIDE SMILE!
gracious!
it's so CHARMING!
but ya...
hahas!

we're going off tml!
yes! the CROSSBEARERS!
are going off to BATAM!

but so sad la....
reuben like can't join us cause he have army....
outfield training...and is obvious that he dun like it...
no matter wat...u still have our prayers.
u have God.
the joy will be with u!=)cheer up!

hahAS! and wells...dreams...
i've got like so many...
one is genetics engineering....
the other is to be able to draw some thing meaningful...
portraying a very beautiful scene!

and yes....
then me and reUBen were talking....
he hope to invent something useful
and woW!
he said this sentence...
which really made me think twice!
''simple dreams but can result in big things done for God''

yes!
of course! it will!

yesyes it's been a long time since i blOgged...
hai...have to go and put braces next year...
then on the 23 need to extract teeth....
i'm very scared...and i keep getting NIGHTMARES about it...
i was so scared last night that tears came rolling down...
i prayed..and God said that He've sent angels...
to protect me...and give me a peace ful sleep...

and i realy did have a very very peaceful sleep.
He took all my fears away...THANK U!

wells...yes...yesterday was a day of horrid!
went to compass and buy somethings...
then there's this dun want face boy...
who was the cashier...(very young)
he was like winking at me non stop and i so can't stand it man!
then say those mushy sentence!
YUCKS!
my gosh! think that is romantic ah?
wait long long man! my boyfriend in future better not be like that...
i will so have no face to throw lor!
so sick! touch my finger somemore when he pass the bag...
ARGH!

there's another meaning to romantic right?
and everyone defines it differently...
and i'm not those who are attracted by looks...
but..the character!
hahas!this is a VERY DIFFICULT thing...
cause not all boys have that CHARACTER!
u see...hahas! anyway...
yes!
and that little VANESSA ah!!!!!!!
*Screams*
she was smiling to herself all the way when that thing happen...
good for her..
still have funny thoughts of like wat she should do at that moment!
my gosh! haahs!
anyways...
yay!
CHURCH CAMP!
it's round the corner!
i'm going off on monday early in the morning!
hahAS!
i so can't wait!

we are the reason that He gave his life
we are the reason that HE suffered and died....

HEYY! yay! everything just so rawk man!
heeheee! who cares of wadeva lahH!
yay! =P
i've got my church camp grouping too!
hee...
bRo tImothY-leader
crystal(me)-assistant leader
martin
elim
jobelle
pastor steven

WOW!
nice ah? so cool lehH!
hahas! and our group name is N-GAGE!!!!
No-Gals/Guys and God Engagement...

YAY! this group is so gonna rawk
got to know my mortal!
heehee!
now i'm so gonna give that person fuNny things! =P

heee! just back form FCBC!
woohoo! there so rawk cann? hahas!
wells..yay!
i had a special anoiting during the service and i just can't explain it.
God spoke to me quite a bit...
he said that HE would teach me how to pray,
and make use of the gift of intercession!

yay! God's so good!
He's certainly filled me with so much joy...
and vanessa says that i'm crazy!

it's been a long time since i felt this joy from heavenn
and it's back agaiN!
the sermon so matched with my whole day.
yay!
ppl with bible...
go read psalms 100:5
yeah man!
our God LOVES US!

MAJESTY [HERE I AM]
Here I am humbled by your majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing
I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb
Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrificeMajesty,
Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I amEmpty handed,
but alive in your handsMajesty,
Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty
Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive Here I stand,
knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire
Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your lifeThe greatest sacrifice

hAhas! yeah! it's friday!
went to church to help out...cause we shifted place.
yeah man! God's so good! hahas!
we worshipped for awhile.
and though that was a short worship...
i've learnt things from there.
alright..then we settled down and crapped...
martin was like imitating everything i was doIng...
ya...
so..both of us naturally became the clown of the moment!
hahas! nvm!
it's fun to bring joy to ppl's life!

alright...then went heartland mall with vanessA!
it was an IMPROMTU DATE
suddenly during lunch she ask me whether want go out..
so sweet eh?*ants crawling over*
so...we reached heartland mall...
went to cold storage...
bought a sparkLing blackcurrent drink...
hahas! at first i thought it was alcholic!
heehee! and i wanted to pay for it...
but...
vann didn't allowed...boo!

went to the magic shop..
well...bought itchy powder..
for this. i shan't say much
cause...heehee!
we are just so crapp..
maybe u all cann take note lAHH!
going out with church mates is so rawk.
thEn...we went to see my mummY...
after that...i bought some roasted chestnutt...
yumm!
to celebrate my first day of recovery....
i actually bought alot of fooD..
and i ate DUCK NECK too!
YUMMY!
hahA! I LOVE it!

alRight...conclusion......

GOING OUT WITH VAN IS SUCH A BLISS!
it's definately not by coincidence that all this happen! yay!
cause...
GOD!
IS!
SO!
GOOD!!!

WOOHOO!
hahAS! went out with tasha today!
heehee...
went to woodlands library...saw elim and van.
they have their own date...
so do we! hahas!
after wadeva crap it is...
we went to amk.
guess wat?

we ate...pizza hut!
and it made me feel rich! ahas!
order a whole set for each of ourself...
and it's TEN BUCKS!
but....er...who cares...
that's all i have! =P

then...yah loRr...
crazy one both of us...
went to walk around amk...
pasar malam...
hahaAS!

aLRIGHT!
tasha saiddd...
that our next date is after my church campP!
yay!!!
going out with tasha is such a fun! =P
hahas!

CRAP!
EAT!
and go CRAZY!
without anyone stopping! heehee!=P